The Doctor Secretary

“I thought I was a good doctor. But no matter how good you are, if the person you love is gone, there is nothing you can do. What is my profession? Devotion and Care to bring healing, Comfort and Hope but I can't heal him. I am Useless! Yes, I am. This kind of scenario is too much. My heart beating so fast and my body is also shaking because the closing of his eyes and the stopping of his heartbeat is also the stopping of my world because there is nothing I can do but to release him. "Baby, please! wake up?! Please," I'm begging. I was talking to him hoping he would live while the tears did not stop flowing in my eyes. "P-Please! P-Please!" I shouted while hugging him. "Baby please don't leave me, Please!" I cried and buried my face in his neck. I'm scared of losing her. I can't I can't I begged him that his heart would beat again and that he would take pity on me, but no matter what I did, he would not get up and he would not live anymore. If only his brother had a heart! if only! I hope that somehow the life of the person I love will be extended. I took a deep breath and folded my hands and wiped my tears. "I swear!" I shouted angrily. "The time will come when we meet his brother but I guarantee he won't be happy either!" My Rezza is the reason why I am elusive and always stuck with anyone. I don't want to love like that because I will only get hurt because what happened was not a joke. I wasn't even given a chance to prolong the life of the person I wanted to be with in my old age. Everything was vanished in my system. I lost my appetite but one day I had to hire a new secretary because my secretary in the Department of Dermatology at the Hospital was going to Canada. It's hard when fate intervenes because I must have started wrong. I wish I didn't just get hired because my quiet world was disturbed by my secretary who knows nothing but to annoy me and give me a headache. "You're annoying me!" I looked at him but all he did to me was a sweet smile and a peace sign. That would be really insulting to him... Can I still avoid him if he is the one that makes my heart beat? But what if you find out that he was the one who would have given life to the person you loved before but he denied it? "She's selfish!" I said. Are you ready to fight for your love? Or you'll just let yourself hate him because of the past... And in the end you'll just tell him that he's the most wrong thing to come into your life even though he'll also shape your character. I thought there was nothing more painful than losing someone you love, but I was wrong because there is something that hurts even more. These are the words he spoke. "If there's another chance I'll choose? I'll choose not to have met you!" words that squeezed my heart that I could hardly breathe from the pain. Can you correct my chance you know too late? Im Dr. Jaxon Philip De-Gracia Her Zareen Zeb Gomez”