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face had gone slack and would never contact again. Grace's eyes

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asked from

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her forearm; Alex's wrist ached at the sight. She

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a while?" Alex asked, not tak

ulder-the wounded shoulder-and then Bil

race's clammy hand in hers a

ess. In fact, she had never seen Grace

lives to a standstill hardly

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new it the way she had known when James

t seconds ahead of the go- order for the Hostage

of instantly returning fire at the shooter, he

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follow me

knew the

from a distance, true, but the emotion was no le

hese past months. She wiped her eyes, then took out her cell phone a

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and saw him standing n

t his cell phone to his cheek. Alex leaned down to Grace's ear and tried to think of

ed, simultaneously squ

ased on a middle name-a family

yes remai

from Sally's. Wake up, before Mama ge

re of time. Memories swirled through Al

eyes sta

know you're playing

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h," someo

Dr. Andrews, but then Grace clenche

ad around, she saw Grace

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heart

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rubbing a strand of hair out

in a guttural voice, an

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her jaw muscles to

henever she struggled to speak. She sounded exactly like Uncle T.J., who'd

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be trying to l

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mie's...soul?" Grace's h

always known that. But he's been a good father,

and shook her head. Then s

elt a

you said?" A tear of relief sli

hed eyes, then turned and

peaking to Dr. Andrews, b

ied voice, trying in vain to twist in the

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ow what?" "W

mean? What

ripped Alex's blouse, then pulled he

her veins. She drew back and looked into Grace's blo

led with conviction. "Grace, yo

zed face, Grace managed a sm

ean that. No