Oppose
one very powerful word. A
ing some would risk everything for. It's s
in the most primal of ways. A pleasurable act
that gets screwed up when emotion is thrown into the mix. It's
n one pays money for sex, it's a transaction. Q
e
in public,
ity, I
damn goo
ed lists dotting every surface-and know
Lock
on why I need
t for the first time tonight, and no
ching the next leve
ell if he isn't
udy the striking image on my computer sc
has a wave to it that he's tried to control with product. His eyes are captivating. Intense.
mur, curious why a man that handso
t be a
orrible
are selfish in the sack get
rt, as is my habit. I skim over it. Ryker Lockhart, age thirty-five. One of New York's high-powered divorce attorney
know who's gotten close enough to even call him an acquaintance says he's so al
mage longer t
a legitim
f my clients, Ryker has a skeleton or two in his closet that I'll ke
pical-nothing one of my girls can't provide for him.The only difference from my other clients is his
that's how women react to the
ually made me put
ailable to hi
ess. Not so easy when his chose
el like she adores them and wants them, and it builds their ego, or the man wants multiple women. A new date each time to feed their insatiable
ons are s
on of the two are nothing more than something to manip
o me in the hope of helping his affluent clients. Men who have more money than they know what to do with and are feeling a little reckless now that they've gotten rid o
of discounts . . . and a lot of promises. Little did I know t
ll of my promises, and the first one out of the gate-that Lola
appy would mean getting moreclients. More clients would mean more income. And more income would mean I could pay off this looming debt quicker. Then I'd
s nonetheless. Too much risk can catch up with you, and after everything with the senator last
this up for me. Ple
lows in through my open windows. The kids are out playing their daily game of baseb
ts came on. The image is grainy, but I am standing beside my sister, Samantha. Her arm is slung over my shoulder, and our mother is standing behind us,
ore her
ls, again. She's the only family I have left, and even though it's only be
that little g
e life I hope to be able to settle
y soon
on getting Lola better-so that I can provide for Lucy and
work cell rings. S
I slip into the role and act as if the text I sent, telling him to pick an
s voice cuts through the line, its te
es
ou saying Lola is no longer a
ect.
e terms I was promised w
control," I say placatingly, but his low rum
h and try to figure out how to assuage his needs and ego simultaneously. "For the th
t exactly something I can control." I lean back in my chair and clo
e attention of those who play hard to get. For me, though, it does nothing more than
ldn't
n would make it your business to vet y
y. "I always know more than people thin
yk
" I reiterate to let him know
p between us. I have a lot of men who want companionship wi
clients," I lie, loathing
y, though. I can see this game you're playing quite