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Losting my feelings

Chapter 4 4

Word Count: 2873    |    Released on: 22/02/2024

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ooperation with apollo who arranged while I was bothering to put

a said she went home to their province. I asked why he came home so

t's beautiful in my eyes. Even the tables are in order, the flowers I worked on yesterday have their own bouquet and are very f

his comment, he was right. I see the same thing and my heart i

r group of students who enter the shop, t

he woman on the side who is already rich, the woman in

when he called her."I thought you like

alled samantha, if I can save her money and sell her th

dn't know, you're j

ur opinion.." apollo chased her away, his fa

order?" he looked at me, raising hi

e us a four

black, Sa

repeated what she said, again s

ppuccino

e counter, and this Apollo was alread

hot water. Before that, I easily covered it and placed it

whole place, she's my buena mano costumer actually. Surely

unded by the thousand he present

, only forty pesos

le looking at their group because I could still see

know

should not tru

uh

know her secret, she is the one who orders Sa

. shaira and noah kissing? But, how? Noah is not shaira's

do you m

n, Noah was beaten up the other

at Apollo said, is th

er for a few weeks, what

he doing

much in love with Shaira, every man who looks at her

impossible for that to happen, by the way. If I were Noah, he would

udents will probably be busy and tired and they will relax here.." my thoughts about Noah disappeared

l definitely be able to treat my fat

could take care of me for a while. I can do it alone, I haven't been swar

I was sitting inside the counter counting the money when suddenly the wind charms sounded a

ng closer. "You've opened up.." I nodde

e age but I am five m

her is also pregnant. In other words, the father is guilty, th

d, but it seemed to

ediately, I know their behavior very well, that's m

k look, is his girlfriend pregnant? She's pro

hat will happen beca

ther for two months, h-I can't

her with that, brandon?" I glanced at him again, his p

on't h

lege even though you often go back and forth, but what?

He looks at me with anger, I feel bad because the

t people who

because chloe is still studying, if you don't finish

, you're so arrogant! All this I will

de. He rides a woman and doesn't even take care, he eve

n, it was late. It's very quiet and even the computer shop and school su

f scenario and it seems that I have gotten used to being alone,

in the cafe that I only let in so that I could have company inside. I decide to put a wifi for my cost

ome students were inside taking shelter, but when I focus my eyes on the o

him when I got closer and saw that some

ened to you!" she loo

p-pa

pana, you

b.." he was crying, I couldn't under

tely grabbed a towel, I rushed dow

make her coffee before I asked her. I placed th

, what h

ed yesterday and now he's in m-muntinlupa.." I was s

ying like a child, the costumers made eye contact with us and they seemed to

finally getting weak. "Change your clothes upstairs.." i help her to go upstair. I took t

for some customers, I have t

worr

asha, p-sorry fo

" I sat on the edge of the bed where he was, leaning against the

it in case I had a

tart, I-I can't sleep be

t out a heavy breath, I let him talk about what happ

oned because he kille

said while staring at him.

p-papa's first hearing will be heard.." he bit his lip, tear

ick. I-I don't want his k-situa

ny you to the hearing.." she nodded crying, I feel sorry because I

with Jacob because he could give her

tside the door, it's almost 10:oo in the evenin

oken up, but as before she was speechless and

d on all the lights, I hurriedly opened

told Noah after lifting the iron, it was

haira

resting but woke

nch was right that he was looking at shaira. Tsk, what now

od in front of him, his heigh

went to America and his hair turned

st let her

ce which was very concerni

iends will do. Will do tha

I was annoyed again. What is this feeling? It's just

l unw

by him, no one

l never re

I'm going

oking at my body as he

raless

also careless

cause he has a black dot on the side, ha

never

ng her, I'm leaving.." I winced, as long

not want to

m my shout, my chest rising

not have

ing at my body while asking, he just needed

already said and you're useless to talk to!" He

h

top droolin

him, this is the whole me. I will sleep without a cover on the bot

wan

y my taste,

wha

se the door and w

car and got in there before qui

e like!" I gasped in the air befo

on my mind until I fell asleep, he also wouldn

he show

er side with her brother. Her mother was kept watching over Mayumi

eclaro. The two sisters, Shaira and Jillian, were filled with tears when th

rsation to manuel monteclaro, I recognized him in the middle of the hearing because

r a while before taking it back to earth. Their relationship with

in anger that you thought h

or them. I was just watching silently when suddenly the door was thumpe

use

oing to get a

Santos st

re blocked by the police, but the only thing that c

what Noah said before I push him,

have to to

first time he mentioned my name. But for him, it seemed like not

while I can't forget the contact of our b

move on to

autiful if you w

e it, but after i give him an answer, he t

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“The surroundings are noisy as I make my way home, umbrella in hand, I hurry to shore up the potholed road as the children run. The rain is getting stronger but the people here don't care about the approaching typhoon. They continue to rush down the road. Most of the ones I see are gambling on one side, on the other side drinking while singing. In other words, it's like a fiesta here where I live. I closed the umbrella before going home. But what appeared to me again was the mother holding a card. They gamble here inside the house with gossips like him, I put the umbrella behind the door. I haven't even gotten far from my mother calling my name. "Natasha!" I looked at my mother who was in the living room, I heard the heavy rain while waiting for what she had to say. "Yes?" "Come here!" I sighed and approached the mother, when I was at her side she easily extended her palm. "Give me money!" "Yes?" "Are you deaf now, Natasha? Aren't you now getting paid at the bakery!" "Yes mother, but I will sell this medicine to father.." "I'll buy it, mine!" I didn't want to hand the money to my mother, she was dealt a card and I knew that my hard work could only be lost in two weeks. "Don't worry, I'll buy it from outside.." he gave me a bad look, at this time I knew there was nothing I could do. "Are you bossing me around this house, Natasha!" "N-not like that, mother.." "Then give him your money!" I felt bad when I snatched more than three thousand from my old bag. I cried when I handed it to mom as I felt hunger in my stomach. "Is this all?" "O-opo.." my voice screamed. "Oh, he is! There are vegetables in the kitchen, cook them and feed them to your father first!" My body is heavy when I turn my back on my mother, in this house I am the first born. It's not just the firstborn, the cook, the laundress and the cleanliness of the surroundings. At the age of seventeen, the word social did not resonate with me. I scratch not for myself, but also for my family that I don't know if they consider me family. "Sister!" the youngest girl came up to me, smiling. "Did you buy me slippers?" I nodded at this, smiling slightly. "Yes, it is on the side of the door. Just take it.." "Yes!" he happily ran out, I headed to the table where the wrapped mixed vegetables were. After a while, my youngest brother screamed again, he entered the kitchen. "Sister, this is not what I want!" twelve year old chloe grumbled. I was only able to buy a simple slipper because I only fit it in my closet earlier, I couldn't buy the expensive sandals he wanted for his studies. "Next time sister will buy what you want, hm?" "I do not want!" he threw a pair of slippers on the floor. "That's yours, your promise is useless!" he turned and stared at me, my throat was closing as he slowly looked at the slippers that had been bought. If they are they can afford to waste money on such things, but I am. I almost looked for and chased the money just to give and make them happy. But I didn't hear even the slightest thanks. I let out a heavy breath, picked up the slipper and set it aside. Before I could start, mother entered the kitchen. "What a shame you are acting, Natasha!" from the tone of his voice I knew he lost the gamble, I prayed that he didn't regret the money I gave him earlier. "You only gave me three thousand, isn't your salary around four thousand!" "I'm budgeting because that's the money I have left over.." "Ah then, you have a budget while we are here without money?!" "I have already given you the salary, father's medicine is only one thousand.." "How about a thousand, I'll buy a month's worth of his medicine. How can I pay for the electricity if you don't give it enough!" "I broke it last week, didn't I? The electricity has been paid.." He slammed the table in front of me. "I bought a lot with that money, I haven't paid yet!" I closed my eyes because of the problems he throws at me, I'm not the first born, I should take everything. He won't even help me with the expenses, he'd rather lose it in gambling. "Your money is mine!" "Mother.." "You will not give it!" tightly holding my arm, his long nails digging into it as he glared at me. "They feed you there at work, don't they!" "P-per in--" "Said mine!" He forced me to grope, but because I moved away I didn't accidentally push the mother. "Ouch!" he sat down on the floor, grimacing as he held his hips. He looked up at me, his gaze evil. "Are you fighting me now?!" he stood up. "N-no mom, I-I didn't mean it.." "You're useless!" he pulled my hair, I almost cried as he dragged me out of the house. That's when the father came out, struggling to move the wheel of his wheelchair while calling the mother's name. "Helda!" I heard my father's voice from outside, but my mother was angry with me and pushed me down outside our shack. "Get out of here, don't come back until you have money!" Tears flowed from my eyes, before I could stand up, mother marched into the”
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