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a fucked up mes

my fucked up mess in order. My life had never been a field of roses an

a bouquet of w

. My bloodstream had been conquered and taken over by that hotness. I panted loudly

y I had taken a break from the harshness of reality and hopped on a to

a party wit

ucas

e... the one that calme

s are cal

of friends pointed out and her three friends chattered ab

se and stronger with every second that passed. I knew what I needed to rel

to control it but I just couldn't bring myself to do

eet L

o the hot magma I have car

ing at the sea that would lead me back home. I checked my phone again, hoping

noise of the last yacht party stop my heart from shattering loudly... Could anyone hear the

'm already seasick and I can't w

r lover on her cellphone, there was no one waiting back at home for me. I had no l

no more

p on a public yacht when I could have used one of the many my father owned, rang through my mind... "i

wealth and even now, twenty-six years later, I was still living a luxurious life a

e model and also the heiress of the most

my struggles and traumas..

gain. That I have been burnt many times by my molten magma. I couldn't remember when I started

addict. Welcome to Sc

ancing on the water. Dancing beautifully while I wallowed sorrowfully. It was painful. Holding

is yacht must be ha

of alcohol for those th

their heart's content and dropping a

r weed or alcoholic drink... n

ng things worse for me but the moment I chose another corner, a less deserte

s... just l

on at the moment. I craved to be touched. I yearned to be invaded. My vagina walls closed just with the mere thought of

mind off my addiction... Yes, Scarlett Cobbs, the famous model, and heiress had been a s

e. If he was with me, I wouldn't be here o this yacht, avoiding direct eye contact with t

t from him a month ago. He broke up with me with zero explanation despite knowing that

ed him. I still love Lucas and he was the only on

cas wouldn't have left like that. He loved me and cared about me. H

th which deserved to be recorded because that has

ngs, Scarlett. I c

an arranged marriage down my throat and I was losing my mind

s another reason. I have asked myself "Would it be okay t

and love. The more I think about my

we do,

I turned, I saw the gender with three legs. Some were shirtless. Some were

a and have him fuck me. A one-night stand. A strange man that wou

ing rich s

en that came wit

about my addiction was that pressure made it worse. It gets wors

your stronge

ick look and began mixing my drink. I felt his eyes on me thro

up into my mouth and washed down my throat with it before walking away

m, I headed towards a place that I knew many men would be... a p

"Fuck Lucas. Fuck my Dad and

e I get fucked...