Neglected By My Mates

“I was thinking about the celebration of tomorrow, the alpha coronation and it's also the day I would get to meet my wolf and mate but I was feeling nervous about it. A lot of questions was running through my mind , what if my mate doesn't like me? What if he reject me? I was getting frustrated already I couldn't stop thinking of the possibility of getting rejected by my mate. "Shut up and keep your negative thoughts to yourself, how will you be thinking negatively about our mate, I know he will love and cherish us." My wolf Nikky said angrily. Well she is obviously angry with me but I can feel that she is also scared about the possibility of me being right. "Sorry, Nikky I'm just scared, I don't want our mate to reject us just like my parents did. He is our only hope I pray he love and cherish us." I said lying down on my bed. "Then stop thinking negatively, you should be thinking about how our first night with our mate would look like, does he like sex very much, what's his favorite sex position, does he love to be on top, his he romantic, his he..." "Nikky! Can you stop your lustful thinking for once, you know I don't really care about sex I just want him to love me, and besides I haven't had sex before I don't know how it feels like." I said cutting her off. "Well that's for you Cassie, as for me I don't want to die a virgin and besides I heard sex is very good for the health, so tomorrow morning before the alpha coronation begins let's go to the library." "Why are we going to the library?, I have work to do tomorrow is the alpha coronation and you know I'm in charge of cleaning and putting everything together." "Yes I know, that was why I said will should go in the morning. We need to look for some erotic books, so that will could learn some sex position, in case we meet our mate tomorrow." She said smiling like a child that has been given lollipop sweet. I couldn't help but laugh at how silly she is, all she knows is that she don't want to die a virgin she don't even care if her mate loves her or not. "Nikky I don't know what you are talking about all I know is that tomorrow is the alpha coronation and also my birthday I have a lot of work to do I don't have time to go to the library to feed your sexual fantasies." "What!! You boring human." She said angrily.”