Still Inlove With My Ex-Girlfriend

“I smiled when I saw Russel on stage, he didn't know I was here because he didn't want me to go when he was singing. I just want to see his actual singing, he's my boyfriend. I looked around the whole place and just smiled because of the number of people watching him now. He's famous and handsome and he also has a lot of fans but I'm sorry for them because they admire my boyfriend. I'm ready to go because it looks like it's about to start. "This song is for the person that I missed so much." Everyone started laughing and murmuring started around me, my heart jumped for joy because I was sure he was referring to what he said. Aziel, Russel's friend, started strumming the guitar. They are a group that sings and they are five in a troop. Russell grabbed the mic and got ready to sing. 'Honey, why are you calling me so late. It's kinda hard to talk right now. Honey, why are you crying, everything is okay. I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud.' A smile appeared on my lips when I heard his very cold voice. Such a beautiful voice! That's why I fell in love with him even more. The girls who thought you were tickled immediately started to giggle, I can't blame them, Russel's voice is really beautiful. The drum started to beat, which the women stopped more and more. 'Well, my girl's in the next room sometimes I wish she was you' I was suddenly stunned to hear those lyrics, I looked at the stage and saw Russel just facing the stage. 'I guess we never really moved on' My brow furrowed because he seemed to be staring at something below, I was just on the side so it looked like he hadn't noticed me yet. I followed his gaze and it was like I was frozen in place when I saw who he was staring at. 'It's really good to hear your voice saying my name it sounds so sweet.' He's staring at her, he looks at her very differently than he looks at me. I could clearly see how a smile appeared on his lips. Those smiles... I've only seen them again since they broke up. Coming from the lips of an angel. Hearing those words makes me weak. And i never wanna say goodbye but girl you make it hard to be faithful.' I could feel my heart beating faster and at the same time it was hurting, I looked at the woman who was now also staring at Russel. "With the lips of an angel." I just felt my tears fall one after the other. I think... he's still into her. That girl is his first love, first girlfriend and first heartbreak. That's right, I'm still the loser at the end..”