The Tears In My Heart

“"Are you coming home later?" I asked him when he was about to leave for work, he stopped and looked at me "I don't know, I still have a lot to do in the office" after he said that, he immediately left. "I'm going to cook, you might be hungry later" I yelled and grabbed him, he went straight to his car and drove him away. Our routine is like that almost every day but I can't complain why he treats me like that because we are both stuck in this marriage, he was only forced to marry me because his mommy reconciled the two of us , because I really need money for Grandma's operation, I don't have any money, I don't know what to do, I'm also just a worker at a resort in our province, so I agreed to her mother's agreement if I get married his son will take care of grandma's hospital expenses. I don't know why he allowed Raiko to marry me. I finished cooking when Raiko and I had dinner and I was waiting for him in the living room, but it's past 10 PM but Raiko hasn't come yet, why am I still waiting for him, he said earlier that he has a lot to do, I'll just eat After eating, I was about to go upstairs when I heard his car outside. I hid at the side of the kitchen when he entered, but he was talking to someone on the phone. "Mom, don't force me to like her, I can't love her like you want me to! so please don't force me! after all you are the one who wants this marriage!" hearing that he said on the phone that he was talking to his mommy, I suddenly felt a pain in my chest when he answered, he is right that the heart does not teach who you should love so I understand him.”