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I just wrapped myself in a towel when I came out of the bathroom. I chose something to wear from the h

tare at the tattoo on my chest. My right hand went up and I couldn't stop tracing the

shirt. After I got dressed, I left

flower shop I passed by and then p

astically and I just nodded. I drove my car direc

brought next to the grave. I sat

ome dry leaves that had fallen around the grave. For a few momen

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disease which caused his death. I was just twelve when she left me and until now the day of her disappearance is still clear in my mem

now you won't be happy with what I did but I hope you can understand why I did it" That's it. Don't worr

The sky is blue and I don't see a single cloud. The wind blew

ents that happened six years ago

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ng non-stop. It's already nine in the evening but I'm still here, c

want my mom! I wa

I said be

d. My mom is already dead and I just can't accept it. I don't want to accept it! I d

ne? How are daddy and I? We need her

heard my room door open. After

ad say but I didn't move and just continued

. Always remember that daddy is here. I'm still here Keizou, I won't leave you. We'll get through this too, son

day he suddenly changed. He became hot-headed and often scolded me. He yells at me when I cry and look for mommy.

w that like me, he is struggling and is also hu

doorknob and saw him crying as he hugged your picture that even though I can't see it, I'm sure it's his

r him. It's like my heart is breaking every time he sobs. I've only se

all just a dream. I'm so tired, honey," she said between soft sobs . "What if you're not the only

deaf from what I heard. Realization hits me hard. He doesn't love

parents. I don't have a mommy anymore and I don't have a

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ow to barricade and take a cutting class. Whatever trouble I was involve

want to get his attention but because I want his life to be

to the coffee shop I used to go to. I work from 10 AM to 6 PM every week an

ave to do it. I have money in the bank but I don't want to move it because even though that money is in my name,

oor of the coffee shop rang, causing me to turn around. I was surprised t

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shelves. I'm here the bookstore and I'm talking to Cleo on the cellphone. He was buying a boo

s all, love

ll just pass it by your ho

y looking for the book that Cleo was selling when I looked at the coffee shop in front of the booksto

is a large chandelier above and various colored artificial flowers are attached to the

selling when suddenly a crowd of people caught my attention. My eyebrows

at Ke

my blood boil. But what is he doing? From what I can see, it looks like he is cleaning the table. Wait don't tell me

e's just poor. Anyone who sees him will think he comes from a wealthy family. Just by the smoothness of his skin you'd

the coffee shop where I saw Keizou. I'll ju

. He turned to me and our eyes met. The shock of seein

't understand but I'm really insulted by the way he stares at

re he was standing. "Don't give me that look like y

urned around and resu

the fuck? Won't he even talk to me? Is th

is not the right place to fight. I'm a nice person

d went to the c

I said after reading the me

The female cashier

face closer to the woman to whisper. "Can that guy bring me my orde

ust deliver your

er and looking for an empty table. I wasn't

is problem? He knows I'm here but he doesn't even look at me. He couldn't even take a glance! Is he

you are irritated by him?' a v

x him as much as I tax him. And I resented the fact that he was not eve

st entered Keizou approach. I guess the guy is just a

nowing smile on his face, whereas when I entered earlier, he didn't even manage to greet me.

Mal4nding

might lose my temper and throw this flower vase in f

Keizou was no longer there. The man she talked to earlier was

dered. I secretly smirked as I watched him wa

cha espresso I ordered in front of me

led softly, just eno

his expressionless eyes. It's like just a while ago he was smiling in front of that leg-looking man

rdered with folded arms

ed away. He came back wi

en he put his hands on the table and brought his face closer to me. I almo

l give you all my attention. Please behave babe, okay?" I felt his finger gently

blank. The way he said it was similar to

, Kiezou

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