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ce with me before but f*ck. It was hot. Sure, that wasn't the point but it was. Even I had to admit I was being

existed until a few years

..." I said once I ent

t have gone. Somehow I wasn't sure if now was exactly the time for something like that. When the c

ng me from it. Pulling her hair slowly up into a messy bun

ed, her voice eerily calm. "Somehow I just get th

I? I hadn't seen him in years now. He was always a bit of a pest to me but I just didn't know ho

ur relationship is with him fully but I do know from that sm

self. Shrugging my shoulders at her as if I were nothing more than a little kid getting held up i

thers fight. It's no

ght back memories of her and truthfully? That made me angry. Not at Isa himself but... I just hated thinking a

ound and talk about your ex with someone you had romantic interest in. I liked Dahlia, a lot. T

to him as if he..." She paused and breathed in deep

e was my brother or any form of family. I treated him like he was absolute sh*t, I did it more often than I wan

e better half of a decade now blaming himself for what happened and I'm honestly surprised that h

ogether in her head that she wanted to say. Like she was almost skating on thi

tepping in as someone's therapist and he's had absolutely no one

im at all. Before, when we had first met there was alot of resentment between us because well, Isa got the family and father that I

acknowledged just who he was, I thought of Ashlyn and it hurt more than anything. Ashlyn didn't leave entirely at first, she pr

.' she said. Part of me wanted to scream back at her 'But, I do!' but I hadn't. I let her go. Any reminder of that killed me. It was why I dra

. I don't hate him if that's what you're thinking, I don't. We just have some complicated -" I couldn'

bad memories!' Because that would've gone over great with her. It probably would've made her lose any interest that she remotely had in me, if she even had an

nothing. If she didn't she would've nev

g away from her work time, away from her living and for what? So she could babysit me and my brother? F*ck