36 Years Old

n adult, we only dream at a family, of a career, of how ou

on that hears my answer is surprised by it, because with everyone that I have spoken about memories as a kid

ask for permission to go outside, or just stay a little bit longer. Call me a hypocrite, but I do n

. I have depression battles every single day. The only reason I get out of bed is because I h

strong enough anymore, that my children won't be enou

head, that I am fighting with my

und us, we decide where to live, with whom to share our secrets or just a simple coffee. Entourage is bad, at least that is my experience with it, because I

I should let them have their own opinion, but I honestly don't want them

too. But if you think very deeply about every little detail you will see that I am r

e kind of person who respects it if someone else thinks differently than me. Because we are n

l. I should have been more brave, I should have stood up for myself, but now it is too late for that, or maybe not. We can

just hurting me and making me cry all the time. But I am sure I had a huge part to blame as well. But tha

I still do not feel loved, and even worse I am criticized on a da

about me, what about my feelings? I do not matter at all. Am I being too selfish because I desire to be honestly loved and re

us. We have to find the answers ourselves because we

es for example, having a perfect life, you can not know what exactly is happening beyond appearances. And that is no one business

n't hurt anyone along the way in achieving whatever we want to achieve.

ast. I know it form experience, as I never had closure and it is haunting me every day. I am too scared to not mess with other peopl