Falling for two Alphas

y have, this happened! Ahh...How unlucky I am that this should happen to me. But not at all. Perhaps, say how lucky I am that I am not broken by what has happened, and I am not a

ause I had no energy left to move an inch further and that's when I began dragging my lower half on

myself half up and rolled myself on my back

ees were bleeding out. The pouring stopped and I took off my hoodie an

fed up. I am fed up with tears and weakness. But there isn't much I can do to stop them. I heard the footsteps getting closer and closer and I had no desire left to move forward. As I looked out at the water, I realized there was nowhere to go, nowhere left to run. And I just had to stay here, facing

ce, it's where Azelaic proposed to me for the

sh

the air when I saw Azelaic was waiting for me on the lake. I r

him lately. But he was acting strangely around me. Sometimes he wants to be with me, but sometimes he doesn't. He puzzles me every day. I

e here to talk to him and c

oming. I advanced towards him and placed my hand over his shoulder to attract his attention. He immediately gra

hesitation. Azelaic had never smiled at me like that.A

ing the crumpled paper in my pocket as if doing so could

e finish my sentence by put

isten to me. I wanted to tell you s

till, staring into

never have you. I couldn't pretend to be Pru a

ere abruptl

hing you away and I realized that it was the bigg

wouldn't have expected hi

? What did he want? What... but my thoughts dissol

to be a dream, and yet my senses insisted it was real, the scent and warmth and toughness of him engulfing me. He pulled me even more tightly against him, makin

k at him. "Loved?" I ask

nse," he ma

d me to

an to send y

did. You

and pressed h

longer bright as hell's frost, but

es

sh of silver crossed each one, the moon's reflection making them sparkle like dancing crystals. The emerald irises appeared to be swirling in circles, creating the illusion that his eyes were never-ending. Flecks of darker emerald clustered around each pupil made my breath catch

a low smile appeared on his face. I remember then the dev

He moved forward to me and I knew it wasn't good. My face is turning pale. I fear him and make frantic moves to search for something to pro

eart racing, and I squeezed my eyes shut. And between us there is a long stretch of silence tha

aw him staring at me, but he didn't say anything to me, just a blank

all the fine stood on my arm stand straight and my heart seize and I know, in a scrabbling, ani

nce of heat. My body drains desperately toward it, but the cold is ravenous. My lips try

ed his head up and said, " I don't think it

ed? He wanted to kill me a second ago, but now he is caring for me. Maybe he

ing sarcastic?" I f

into his pocket and takes out a handkerchief

t of people like you in my life who just fake things up in front

isten to me at all. As he roughly

he was just giving orders to me. He finally wrapped the handke

not giving y

me from my arm as

because they are so far in their fucking mind that they

here, and his arms were tight around my waist as if he had no intention of ever letting me

ached from the strain of breathing. My lashes lifted, but all I could see was a shower of sparks. I couldn't. My lungs were

I heard his voice as if from a great distance, and I felt his

der pressure moved over my forehead. The gentle brushes touched my eyelids, slid into my cheeks. Str

making me feel dizzy, and I try to calm myself by imagining the ocean o

ink about the evaluation again. His face is getting blurry second by second. My eyelids felt heavy... closing