I hate that I love you, Alpha

e

e had been acquainted for a considerable amount of time. However, in exchange for that valuable thing, he took something even more precious from me: he took my heart. Since it was the only thing I owned, the responsibility of exercising authority over it fell solely on my shoulders. A

no way for me to win him over. In spite of this, he did not have a mate, and there was no chance that I would ever be able t

ever forget about what happened. It was more like heaven, a dre

ast time I would see him in the dream. My chest began to hurt as I cast one final look in his direction with my eyes as I felt the ache spread t

one. He had no idea that his words could destroy me in such a short amount of time. It was as if he had ripped the crown off of my head that he had given to me, even though the crown wasn't actually a crown. To put it simply, it was the manner in which he doted on me while we were in bed that made me fe

before saying, "My Beta will visit you once per week to provide you with financial assistance, as well as food and clothing. If there is anything else you require, don't hesitate to ask hi

tripped down. despite the fact that he was very kind to me. The mating bond that he just decided to ignore as if he

en will I be able to see you again?" I was shaki

k you." "There is a good chance that we will not run into each other again.

d started crying my eyes out while he was still gone, and I thanked God that he had left because I was able to finally get some relief. I

ing for my father there. After that, I made the decision to sta

plessly for him, and as the days and nights wor

itial

tered and irresponsible manner, return to my castle, and spend some quality time with Luna. Only by physically making contact with my beloved Luna was I able t

na is not the person I should have chosen to be my mate. I made a mistake! I had no idea how in the hell something like that could have taken place. Perhap

hing that took place during that night. ...and the n

to sleep next to her in the normal course of events. Instantaneously, she climbed up onto my shoulder and nuzzled her face into

or sex. You are still suffering from your illness." I filled her in on my condi

an excited response befor

she began sniffing me. Suddenly, her eyes w

o I asked, "What

e looked directly into my eyes and

covered it up with a snort and pushed myself up off the bed "What

m just still sick" came out of

d my back on her "yes, sure, you're sick. As a consequence

there for a moment

touched by her and I couldn't stand the smell of her body. Her normally lovely face appeared to me all of a sudden

sing from my life. I'd neglected to pay attention to a significant aspect of my life, and as a result, I was forced to

g her hardest to entice me. She slipped into my room in the middle of the night and stripped off her satin robe, exposing her naked

he was on top of me and then bit h

I was unable to do so because her odor reminded me of r

side carefully, "I'm

If you could just touch me, thank you. Please do whatever

rid identity and the weird eyes? Or perhaps it was due to the fact that my Luna wasn't my true love? Or is it because she was unable to

ity. I stood up and cracked the door open just a crack "Beta, wha

r, "I traveled to the vacation home on the

the castle without even glancing back or responding to Luna's cries for help. Losing Jenny terrified me, almost to the

r down, as it was the one and only t