The diary of Lizz

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ed when I was still a teenager. My mother had just d

had left home and to forget my p

o everyone around me, well, that's what I thought. Other things could have happened if I had told my mothe

anything, but since my addiction to drugs, everyone has turned away and even thought of helping me overcome all of this, people who called themselves

e a chemical dependent and that I could not acce

writing my first book, and yes, I did get it published, but of course it didn't work out. At that

I would try to do everything differently; I wanted to be able to make my family proud again. After rememberi

all the sweet girl from the past, who wanted to become a famous writer, who was always signing in the corner to live a beautiful love story, and to b

nster, an older brother who was overprotective, and until recently even had a boyfriend, Mathews w

can't refuse, a kind of agreement. I confess that I don't know what to e

my meeting with Mathews. I think

ing differently from now on if I want to change. My mother and brother will still be v

h him after everything that had happened, I know that I have a certain amount of g

ope that I can get out of this damn drug addiction and that I can still dr

r imagined I could have, and now it is getting even worse since I put in my head that I want to get rid of this evil. Today I had a terrible n

, I looked at the clock that was on my wrist and realized that it was almost time to meet him, so I finis

ce, I go to the reception

d aft

The restaurant receptionist asks. I lo

he receptioni

reservation under t

yping on the computer keyboard. "Thank you for waiting, I j

ews had reserved. It was a little isolated from the others, probably because he

nd after a few minutes th

you like something to

ave a water, please, I'm expecting someone.

nd I'll give you your water,

s my water, and it's time for Mathews to arrive, h

take t

just ordered some water to drink. Do

t have a cup of coffee," he answers and

ut he still hadn't told me why he want

away. It is not that I am not enjoying it, in fact, I am

tten," he answers, smiling sideways and embarrasse

swer – You remember that for a while I even managed to conquer

es my hands and kisses each of

are trying to change, to get out of this

since I've used anything else, but every day it seems that everything gets worse

ushes away a little of my hair that in

you are managing to overcome yourself," he says no

ened? - I ask, confused by wh

ublishing House., initially you would be a receptionist, but I

my hands toward my mouth, be

have always wanted to know Pedro Monteiro's company. How did you g

ce I commented to her about a book I intended to launch, and she asked yesterday if

this help you are giving me. I don't even know if

hat I didn't feel anything for him at that time, much to the contrary, I just couldn't return that feeling because

his, Mathews take

ll be here. I am so happy to see how you are. Ha

onally, "Now enough crying. How will this job interview

of my hands and laugh

be at Monteiro Publishing House and from what Carla told me an

ecretary, would it b

private secretary, making copies of fi

l me when she finds out about this job

sad your mother was about your drug addiction a

me so well lately, I don't even know what she will do when she finds out about the job i

Mathews, and after this wonderful meet

e addiction? I hope that the