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elf with disgust in the bedroom mirror for the last time and then, I took my backpac

unfavorable the situation was. His father died of a cardiac arrest while bringing us home

for anyone, not even my worst enemy. Thanks to the principal we came back fine that day, except his father 一 Brendon had everything to be a whiny little boy like me, but no, no one knew hi

miled cheerfully and

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一 Brendon asked me frowning as if he was

d his question quietly as I sat up

my best friend, I realized that I had no reason to want to die, things at school were not as good as I wanted, but I was alive and healthy, many people in their la

y because of his good humor and my witticisms about his jokes. That was the good thing about having a

mal, we had heard several homophobic comments coming from some of my mother's friends who sometimes came to visit her that made me disgusted with each of them, but the realit

all your gums 一 She spoke and I woke up realiz

don't even realize it 一 I spat and i

old y

o, we left together and the only difference was that they were driving and we were walking, we waited for my mom to

ss! She asked as soon

untie 一 Bre

一 I said goodbye and

ed, it was like I felt like everything would be different today, but sometimes I had the same feeling and it was the same. It wasn't every time Mark picke

if it spoke, and when I looked back there it was again with the

l and when I looked the girl had bowed her head and Brendon waved in di

I hadn't paid attention to the presence and when I looked ag

I defended myself and

, you only speak in whispers

ntion to our laughter, until Emilly laugh

ghing at? 一 She st

someone who doesn't have the ability to speak 一 Emilly answered her friend g

ame! 一 She shrug

his time it was Br

ould it

born with both disabilities at once, it's one in a thousand, you would kn

a nerd 一 The girl rep