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class today, the first day of class after vacation wasn't as important as the rest, but my mom insisted on making me go and meet new people, which for me wasn't a

thout anyone noticing, and for me, the melancholic days were the best because I could be who I truly am. I got out of bed still groggy

insisted on remaining in my body and as I passed the mirror I realized how finished I was at the very beginning of

d to go, but I had to. Right after getting out of the shower, I put on my school uniform and

nison and sometimes I wondered if th

able, but I didn't make a point of hi

elling everyone what was going on, so I would spare my parents' ear. Sometimes my parents made me afraid, their excessive worry some

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My mom asked giving me her look of comfort, but if she knew everyt

ave to worry

at was going on and I was sure they would have asked me

her coffee, so she was the first to leave the tabl

. When I looked at the clock, it was already after twenty past six in the morning, and if I took a little longer I would be late, but I was

一 My father asked the boy pointing to

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ten and haven't been apart since. My parents always loved Brendon, he was with

He warned me and then, I put the whole remaining piece of br

operly, but now I wanted to leave, or my parents would continue the conversation from before. I left the bathroom and went

oon as he saw us on the sidewalk on our way to school almost purposely ran us over. Brendon was no different from me, he was an only child

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ew might have arrived

one would want to

do it. And that was the second time

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at we repeated a thousand times, go to the pool with my parents and his mother and die of boredom on the days t