Living Again

nesday. Middle of the week. And I'm too lazy to get up to teach after yesterday's binge with Robert and... What's her name? Oh it doesn't mat

e will bring you the traffic bu

nking. I go to the bathroom and get a pain reliever from one of the drawers. He looks at me in the mirror and I frown at my image. I'

ty. So I just drink a glass of milk instead of the juices I like so much. Sometimes I am alarmed by the amount of junk people

t I have the right to maintain a healthy diet? Where is gender equality? Of course, I wasn't always like this, bu

ook at today's classes. As I'm getting ready to leave, Alex appears with a smile on his face and sits right in front of me at the conference table. As always, he teases me. What a sucker, man

here the "attention" is no longer yours and I understand that you feel inferi

. I smile even more at his reaction. Take that!

n. I can't wait to have her in my arms. What I had at Rachel's House on Monday was just a small taste of what's to come. She is beautiful and innocently beautifu

s not right not to offer the slightest bit of comfort to the girl who's been

ish my workday I go to my favorite restaurant for lunch. Joe's Stone serves the best seafood I've ever had and wheneve

n o'clock and come home completely exhausted. Today was a very tiring day and all I want is a long show

und of the television and I don't have to ask to know he's watching Grey's Anatomy – a series that is just like him. After a while, and a few more words – calculated so that I don't reveal anything I know – I hang

trus. I inherited from my father a good taste for wines, whiskey and cognac. I am proud to say that my cellar has the

paces. The cellar is large and is behind a huge wooden door in a medieval style. Upstairs is just my room and a mini gym. My room is huge and rustic. The bed faces the ocean with floor-to-ceiling glass windows on the front wall. The bath

are moored in the nearby marina and I look at my 45-foot yacht with some sadness. He rests peacef

h. No, no Nicholas, you can't go that way, my subconscious reminds me. It is true. I've already gone that way. I already know what it's like

my gym to let go of the nagging thoughts and calories I've consume

oing very well, fully recovered with just a few bruises, but no pain. I try to focus on classes in the morning and work in the afternoon, but the anxiety consumes me. I need to see you. I've been wait

She is dressed in a cream dress style blouse, Jimmy Choo heels and full of matching accessories. Robert never spared any ef

ef moment. Attacking a woman is an irreparable mistake, worthy of only the worst cowards, but I swear there are certain times when some... Better stop here. I just tell her about my intention to tell Robe