PAIN UNDER HIS RUTHLESS SPELL

e I spend time with him, the more I'll fall. The longer it goes on, the more I

nt to walk away but... I know that no matter what I do, someone will pull me back. I don't want to leave him

is my half. I spend most of my time with him. We spend more time together than my parents. So... so how do I get out of this? How can I get up? How can I avoid it? He is p

y rare. Consisted of an honor student, family-oriented, campus role model, and a standard. I'll admit that he's not hard to lo

onfess..." I whispered while st

om completely closing the door of this room. I know there is no hope. So I should stop. I'm his best friend and I need to remain on that stage. I don't wa

e last thing I heard Aze say before

n the company of others is not. Never because I just want to be me. I just want to be the girl he cooks for. I just want to be the girl he will take care of... the girl he will ride on his motorcycle... the girl who will always be by his side...

s always with...

come into his life where they will share the lov

up and bear all of the emotions that showering my system. I know that there is a small part of me that wants him to like me too. Of course, who doesn't want to be liked by the person they like? We all want to feel the love that we have already given t

can't blame Heart because she's the one who wants the person I like. This is love... and in love... not everything we crave

most panicked when

. I don't know what to answer. I don't wa

nestly said. "I miss M

e down. I sniffed the reason why I smelled his manly scent. No..

ght catch a cold and get sick from crying too much. Next month, y

is shoulder. Why are you so numb? Why can't you feel that I lik

out me? How can I remove these hurtful fe

kly let go of his embr

.. I want to get away from him first. I was so attached to him that I l

because the gaze that met me was so soft. He looked at me softly

s waiting for me to say I was

ook his head "No.

ip on me. I tried my best to fake a sm

e memories here, Cha. Besides, you can't

can live with m

if you have projects, it might be late at night. What if you always go home

ake my laugh even deep

eone is worried about me. Someone is afraid that something bad will

u're not around." he hones

gentle eyes. "Let's practice not b

he asked

ence "It's not good that we're always together. Loo

Look, Cha. Your point is clue

ant to get used to always having you by my side. You always have my

f," he said in disbeli

e that. We can st

ed. "When are you leaving

wants me to move already? Why is it as if he has n

asked so that I would be ready. I will also help you organize your things. I want to..." He stopped and hugged me. "I really want you not to move

ear. I just want to escape. I just want to forget. Is it possible that when I walk

u treat me, Aze." I sto

-w

you kept on handling me gently? When you always prioritize me first. When do you always take

the chores... always you. Just.." I shook my head and s

ourself, Cha. If you need me.

t him to take away this sad emotion. I want him to handle my heart softly like how

ise because the house next to ours might complain. Maybe I