PAIN UNDER HIS RUTHLESS SPELL

s me his good side. I can quickly -attached it. I fall for someone quickly.

iately looked at the doo

strange. The way Vent is looking at Zeya and the way Zeya held my hand gives me a hint. It is not unlikely that they are

yfriend." I star

each other as if there was a big barrier b

ya said, holdin

at she's alone. I'm not showy and sweet with her but I care. Because I'm not taciturn to him. We do jokes but we don't usually open up. We just go with the flow and ma

it. I won't do it again as long as you

s also a mistake that I met and

oks hurt and mad at the same time. While looking at them, I can clearl

clue if we're going to cry in pain at the end or meet the happy ending like in the fairytales. Love is a survival phase... Many people tried but most o

know what the true meaning of love is. I think my definition of it is very tiny. I fe

m..." I heard Vent say to Z

lot of people looked at me, so I was a little surprised. I looked at Z

d goodbye before getting into the

t the black sedan in the distance. Maybe she needed time for herself fi

turned around w

punching each other. I turned t

h you. Hanz doesn't want to go t

y. The amputee doesn't seem

we live in is not just mine. I also don't want to stop Aze from making his decisio

me before looking at Rex "I don't want you... to be noticed by

isturbed and also to have fun, otherwise, I'm worried that no one will take care of them. I don't drink but I am often with them becau

pcorn, shall we?" Rex ask

ause we often go to movie marathons and popcorn is always my snack. Well, most of t

grab or food panda." Aze complained before

titude right away, Hanz. You've reall

't friends,"

s if he was even more irritated

I said simply befo

one pack. I won't eat that either since I don't have time for

. Cha and I will always run out of stock because of you. You're

re thirsty too. I'll drink that c2, huh? I'

Yakult too,"

ze because he has those types of friends. They considered me as a friend but I don't know maybe it's because we can't bond without Aze? I mean, Aze seems to be the brid

a nap for a while. I'm not going to do anythin

as greeted whe

ughed and introdu

for longer. She first became Aze's friend since Aze is really close to people and b

miss me? You're stupid," I joked

a year since we saw each other. I want to go back to the Philippine

e phone call on the loudspeaker so I can he

u. Besides, we're going to college next year, right? It's only a f

k they'll allow it since it might be a few years before I can go back there again. Co

s downstairs. They will be drinking so I will keep an eye o

ot nervous. I bit my lower lips as I play

times do I have to tell you to break up?

rgue when we talk like this. I understand her point that maybe some people will say something about this but I do

sn't ma

ot good that a man and a woman are together in the same house, especi

's parents' decision. They trust me and Aze... that's why they m

sighed before holding my forehead. We always argue about

er in the same house anymore. Listen up, Mauve. This is for your sake so make a good decision. I'm you

knows my bad sides that Aze knows too. I know he's just bein

stand why, Mom, but I just don't want to and I

Aze treats me and I don't know if he will still treat me like that once we live separately. Of cou

o talk to Aze. I want him to know Zoe's point. Z

p together. You are used to each other. You even live inside one roof. Answer me h

. I stepped back so they couldn't see me. I don't want them to know that I heard their conversation. I don't want to lo

lings towards me bec

lang mabuo na feelings

y. A total package to

friend. Cha is almost my half but I don't love her as I love Poena Heart. You repeatedly ask me th

. but hearing those words broke me into pieces. I'm hurting because I know there's really no hope. He also said he couldn't see himself having children with me. Why? Is it real

keep on breaking me?! Why can't he love me?! Why can't I

y.

s he