Until You Call Again

nt to go see the love of HIS life. He waves me goodbye and blows me a kiss I happ

says then disappe

hs, 65 days and counting.

always says to me, maybe he's right. But th

way. My biggest fear is not having him in my life. So I swall

f many years. We met in high scho

while I couldn't stand him. He was a wa

use he was popular. I'd asked him what was wrong with people wanting to be his friends and he'd responded saying they want

the yin to his yang and there's simply no him without me. I feel the same

whore I knew to falling in love and being monoga

er to his parents and that he'd like me to be there. Of

ator for one of the top CAs in the country is just about as dull as it sounds. It's quite literally doing the dirty work while he takes the credit.

ispleasure as I run to my car in the parking lot. The soft

n't hurt the same." I sing as I

eople always complain about the traffic in South Af

," I turn off my car heater, it's

my work place, take a deep breath

prefer to linger in the background. I'm the girl you always

to a few familiar faces then make my way t

we engage in small talk. "Alrighty, one cup of espresso and one cup of hot chocolate with marshmallows," he says as he hands

ch f

ng eye contact. He notices this and smiles too. The elevato

tch him concentrate on the computer screen as I wait for him to brief me. I wonder what goes on in his head. The man is a genius but wasn't blessed much with man

ia! Can you just look where you're going?" I hear my boss shout from behind me as I close my eyes in humiliation, ignoring the burn

now and then. I have about a million other things I'm having to do but

d I make my way onto the busy road

means," Alessia Cara sings, I alw

r stopping at a red light. A lady looking too unwell to be standing

decide I'm going to have McDonald's for di

Surely not today," the song ends and I decide to liste

ng on the heater and heading into the shower. I close my eyes as the warm w

He turns me around and grabs my butt roughly making me flinch in satisf

et folds and starts rubbing in a circular motion. I then grab his hard member and start stroking, slowly. He moans in approval then crashes his lips to mine again. His kisses are now hungry and urgent. He barely gives me time to recover befor

and and letting me put my head on the crook of his neck, holding me lovingly. I sit there for a while before coming