Inexplicable Feelings
me into that dark abyss so mercilessly. And this
yn P
flection there's anything but me. An aristocratic wo
with exhau
ht thing?" I whispe
even mine. I don't know what I am thinking or what I should be
avishing looks. But from inside, I feel like my fragmented heart
ape from my world and remembered the angui
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e hall and mother said, "Evelyn, Go get
s not even a new thing for me
sighed and said that as
aw Adrian and Lawrence there. Adrian is 2 years old
as I felt butterflies in my stomach. I quickly ran to my
veryon
in my usual decent manner. During dinner, just meani
ing inexplicable used to rush in my veins, I
ever we met or I just caught a glimpse of h
ing his one sight, desiring no
and decided to confess to Adrian. I and Adri
ever since our childhood and I sti
y chest. An unpleasant feeling filled me when I opened
ou're just like a family." I nodded while my he
nd." I said
should think about it. He broke my years of fondness in mer
er a few days of it, I tried to talk to A
m and from that moment I swear to myself that I'll show h
, Evelyn.
d in accomplishing that task I spent
the world that I a
away from reality. That's why at night
s out, even 'beg' for a chance but he never took pity. I was willing
t moment I am trying my best to remove those feelings, the
m and forget the stain of
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elt someone's hand on my head.
e said, She then kissed my
but, remember one thing my child, you are going to be his wife and fr
are of him and resp
" I nodd
ure that he'll prove himself to
he dread building up inside of
going to
beautiful in that dres
conversation too. I looked at her a
o you. But my love, you don'
d, "You have called me your daughte
ead, "And we will treat
saw my reflection in the
er. It is a sleeveless gown. I wore a heavy mat
has passed down for generations that the b
raditional Dress of the Bayford family a
hat. Looking at myself, I can easily
rvated heart filled with dismal. I walked
l with my father. He ki
iful just like your mothe
wide eyes. He never said
way as I smiled at them. Fa
father back and passed him one of my rare
r my face. My eyes which were void of ev
y legs lost their strength as I feel like I'm gonna fall anytime
s turned ice cold. My walk towards the altar was slow but to
my eyes met with the last pe
his head away. That moment I felt a rag
arm tightened. I want to run far away or at least mak
how much I don't want to let go of
never force me to marry but I can't say no
offered me to take his hand. Lawrence's eyes flicker with an in
see that he's also falling apart like me; just distinctively
s crumbling because..