I am in love with my best friend

shed with something similar to excitement following through into my stomach where it stayed, swirling. Zhan's hand curled around the back of my neck, his fingers

ds balled into a fist at my side. Zhan tilted his head upward in one

verything seemed upside down, and my head felt jumbled. My bottom lip was still wet from Zhan'

cling my mind was the fact that I'd got my best friend, saliva stirring inside me. I had a sudden urge to spit, but I k

n, what the fuck? My voice was straining to keep itself low, shocking the more prominent emotion at the moment. My breat

adjusting her ear plugs, yawne

hat just happened, which wasn't successful since th

muttered, storming

wirled me around, my feet stumbling backwards so my back pressed up against the door, "Don't leave," Zhan's eyes looked up at me through his lashes- a heavy feeling of regre

ry he w

didn't back away, Yi

asked him to back away. He ignored it and step a little closer. I would've mov

g and shaking from side to side like a disappoi

s do

wo of us. You lead me on, pretend you want it and act like it's just a

ng kissed me." I gritted out, my jaw clenc

cold and his voice dropped low and dangerous. " That's why you

it. Then, like the flick of a switch, his features gr

growing dark, merging into the night. I started walking down the road, anywhere away from Zhan's house, where he couldn't find

ere they did, they continued into what might have happened if I'd leaned back in and kissed him again instead

kissing? Kissing changed things. I mean, come on; I never used to get a hard-on for him and now

ven be able to look at him without thinking about it. The worst thing about this is the fact that

is going to notice something. I pulled the duvet over my head and stared i