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drawer. It's not like I have a drawer filled with sex toys,

ays need to be prepared. I

as she holds up a box that does

d not need them, than not have them at all. The last thing

he package before you ask h

are times that I

o friends can possibly be. She's seen me at my

judge me. That's part of the

t me with sympathy, and a hint

resser and chuck it at her

oom, I head straight for the kitchen, wh

, I take a sip, near

anties in a twist," Ava says, handing

door of Suzie's. It's a small place that

ving our own sexual addictions. The professionals ha

ion's support group, and decided to branch out o

t at least once a day, I literally go thro

used to try to curb my appetite by withdrawing from everyone and everything, sca

you don't like me, faults an

s some people call it 'p

just some type of sexual behavior. I've caught him many times, jacking off in his apa

watch, but unfortunately for him, the woman is rarely home, s

h him. He can be alone or with a partner, as long as someone

has a webcam that he uses with exhibitionist groups onl

n gets the satisfaction of Nathan watching, an

and Tegan may have even had sex with each o

ter to me, and if they wanted me

d I met under much different circumstances, I f

playing the victim, being dominated, playing doctor, or boss-e

he people we have sex with. The only reason we have with eac

n and Tegan are sitting in. I slide in besid

y shoulders. I look over at Tegan and grin, seeing the Av

t night go?" Nathan as

r seen here before, walks up and takes mine and Ava's

grin, then watches her a

l, but I finally found

ht, letting him know I w

my sex quota. There's been several times I've

uffer. A couple times, I've had them both at the sam

ttoos, and he sports a very sexy beard and mustache,

g creepy to others, but will kick anyone's

at can be loud and obnoxious. I love him

capable of having sex in ways oth

not sure which. The few times we've been i

having sex with one of his nurses, played by me. It was weird in the beginni

t absurd, but it works for us. We'r

situations, because we all know the

e me, before leaning down an

h order. My lips twitch as I watch Tegan flirt wi

eetheart?" Tegan uses his sexy voice,

eg. Her eyes glaze over, and I have no doubt that if

ime, and it amazes me how easy

look and replies, "I don't know. Why don't you t

gives her a dirty look. I kick Ava's foot from under the tab

d out of here. Although, I kind of want to slap the bitc

er that is barely holding onto her leash

nues with his

and take you to Blackie's

rmal hangout spot. With the stuff that goes on there, the place would be shut

tty kinky shit there. There have been plenty of times I've be

stuff you see. If you talk, your ass is booted and put on

n. You have to know someone i

ing at the invite to the exclus

t." Tegan gives her

ooks at Ava with a newfound respect. It's ridiculous w

!" she practically shouts, then clears

e to go w

doesn't seem to care that she'll be using him,

he has to do is find someone to watch him perform. I have no dou

t Nathan and see his eyes lit with interest as he looks at Tega

k her up after her shift. She bounces away, hap

against his shoulder. "You couldn't pick

rner of his mouth ti

rk for me to do later. I've slept with practically

time, pick someone that's not going to have me gritting my teeth all ni

s doing because he knows she hates it.

hours." He bats his ridiculously long eyelashes and

e for me,

"Just keep her as far a

isses her cheek. "

er," she says playfully, a

e tonight, hit me u

ing the interest in his ey

han will definitely

wait around for Tegan to pay the bil

so we can all head to Blackie's together. After, we'll split ways. In the me

t away. Weekends are always the hardest for me since I'm

out the day. The sweats will sta

t cramps and uncontrollable desires will take hold until I find my willing partner for the night

o damn hard to control it, but the pain becomes unbearable. So I've giv

when I'm old and gray, and can't get dick anymore? All I can do is pra

ybe, I'll have a no

and feel the cramps getting stronger, I

are sitting at our usual table at Blackie's. I feel the tension radi

e thing me and Ava can't stand is for a woman to take advantage

isa is taking advantage of him and what he can give her. Ava,

de, whereas Ava doesn't, or rathe

help Tegan out, I pull her from her

me order mo

e reluctantly getting up. I have to yank

tting in Tegan's lap, practically humping his dick, I'm going to yank her fu

he knows what she's doing. You think he really cares?

He always picks the

h her. I've never understood how Tegan, a guy that is s

ide two guys that are grumbling over the footb

e them, they both stop talking

shout a big no in my head. It's not that I'm overly picky-I can't be when I go through so many men-but

that's so drunk, his beard is soaked wi

say anything, Ava throws up her hand in his face an

ooks between us both and mutters "Bit

I tell her as we wait on the bart

n for a second he had a chance. I prefer to stop

e wait. My hands fidget in my lap, and

and breathe through the pa

't had any luck

like three. I've come across quite a few guys I'v

ce of either him or you forming an attachment-no matter how

than to help me out, but his eyes have been on Lisa and Tegan, an

re it's someone I haven't

our drinks, I snatch mine

, hoping it'll distract me from the pain that's steadily getting worse in my sto

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