Roommates.

reputation, scholarship, and making you lose focus. You know your father and I wa

ge student. I was supposed to stay at the dorms, but my parents thought it was a bad idea. They wanted me o

attraction I have towards my gender. And then focus on school and get a job to support

apartment. Driving me here and helping me settle in wasn't really necessary, but my mom insisted. She also wanted to meet

enter the apartment. He gives my mom h

's pretty decent and neat. I guess the guy

urns to look at me with a big smile

eet you sir." I

is neat too. With a music set and an Xbox. The couches are neat and look new. Ev

ld be in school or on the field for

an at

my mom does. She's been talking to him about the apartment.

partake in promiscuous activities. 'Cause I

ke, Jakob is a good kid.

stairs with your bags and I'll come help

rom the floor and wal

n the left. First door."

till needs serious cleaning. I sigh and sit down on the bed. I

hell am

ill counts. I had a bad trauma in highschool and it's never been the same with my family. Especially when both my parents

him. I truly liked him, to the extent the very little thing he did made me wish I was man enough to tell him how I felt. It was just a stupid crush

just doesn't feel right. I googled how to know you're gay and all the signs were just me. I was scared and afraid and I tried to fight off the crush. My parents would

g will be hectic and I don't trust myself to make it through. I might end up doing something I'll regret. It was around 12th grade and in a few months I'll be leaving highsc

t to the squad that I was not a coward, which I definitely was, I wrote Bryson the letter. Confessing how I've had a crush on him since 11th g

king fag' and even started telling everyone I tried to seduce him to have sex with me. I skipped school for f

college and my family and myself thought I have to start all over. Retrace my steps. Stay away from jerks. Stay away from guy

lls as she walks

m sighs. She looks around m

ranging your room? What

ne. I'll just get on wit

bout that B

time. That was in high schoo

waste your life. Your father and I want the best for you and you should

. " N

ss by noon and I need to attend since it's my first class.

ally rich so I'm here on a scholarship. I grab my backpack and rushes out of my apartment, not forgetting to lock the door. Looking at the

lly bumped into someone. Their books happen to fall

orry." I say t

anger says. It's a girl. A petite redhead, pale skin and very beautiful eyes. She has a poin

ate and lost, so I wasn'

." She sha

sht

eshm

ckle and pull

ere are you going, ma

ce building." I say,

t's my direction." Lana grabs m

ke I've not been held on the arm by a

." Lana starts a conversation and I jus

s a British accent and I barely noticed.

nt to miss my first class." I tel

a little bit of a nerd and I'm socially awkward. I don't know how to behave with crowds or friends. It's not like I've had real friends before too. I'm tall, not reall

ts to a classroom. " That should be y

han

more about politics. What do you think?" She smirks. Isn't she a l

will be

ness as she bites her lip

*

classroom. I'm hungry, exhausted, tired, and in desperate need of sle

miling at me. She waves a friend or ma

finished

d I'm tire

. I know a good Café that sells amazing p

what to do with mys

red milkshake while I ordered coffee. I'm in desperate need of caffeine if I want to make it to my apartment in sound mind.

h at the corner of the

as class?"

reat. How

tarian was pretty tough. I've got a project

...bad.

ou're cute. Wher

ved to Georgia when I was ten." I pick at the loos

t look like a guy wh

cided to ask her. I don'

tell you that." She laughs. I

you want to maybe hang out? It's gonna b

t to pass and secure my scholarship, I think it's better to stay ten feet

h and look around the Café. Lana s

scowl on his face. His brown hair is tousled, with a black cap turned backwards covering his hair. And from

ht up in my th

e heavens