TROUBLES OF LOVE

not appear to feel uncomfortable because i had just caught my partner cheating, I mean my ex. I wanted to surprise John, so I got him rice and chicken from chicken republic. When I got

l in shock. It was freezing but I couldn't feel. My phone started ringing, John was the caller. So I removed the SIM card out of anger and broke it. I started reminiscing about how men have treated me so far. Maybe love ain't just for me. At least John tried to apologize, the last relationship I was in before this one he didn't even flinch when I caught him. Instead, he told me to get out. He didn't even call me afterwards. He dumped me without any explanation. I was broken for months. I kind of blame myself because I had seen red flags, but I ignored. I knew he was cheating but I thought I was the main girl. Not knowing I was only one of his side pieces. I blame my self for tolerating shit. I walked down the street questioning my self esteem. "Am I not good enough? Am I ugly? Don't I have a great body? Am I unintelligent? Wait am I dumb? Why do they keep treating me like dirt?" I questioned myself as I sighted a bar and I decided to enter and go get w