My Beautiful Forty

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It was like yesterday that everything I suffered and still suffer from being bet

ng something I should have done some time ago, I got out of that hell I called a job and t

, people only know how to look at one thing, their body. It didn't matter if you had a good track record of a go

candidates and they all looked at each other as if this was a competition and maybe it was! Now as I had nothing t

d in for my entire marriage would be my daughters' house. I could barely stand being

bed my stuff and everything that was mine and took it t

he person I was. I had to see that I wasn't a bad person for having ended a marriage.

o. That they thought I was to blame for him betraying me the only

still think that we women should forgive betrayal

I get up and go to the room where I did the interview

ays and I thank her. She waits for me to sit down and I get anxious there

resume was very good and everything and it was silent a

ume was good and she continues talking: - I'm sorry the assistant position you were running for

view and went straight to a cafeteria and ordered an orange juice and I take my cell phone and as soon as

us when

oesn't answer me and so I call Kathy

t's wrong?" –

m so glad y

ssed calls and I didn't und

here at home a

ho called? – I

screaming while the attendant brings me the juice and I put sweetener a

led me at home, do you know what

led you, to do an interview! "S

ny? – I ask curiously and at the same time I'm a

mber, don't you want to write it down? - She tells me and I'm shocked that the biggest lingerie

I pull a notebook and pen out of

e number and I was waiting, not knowing whet

e it down!"

down, I'll call yo

ht, mother!

tle while I'm going home! "I tell her and we

s of the store and social networks and on the side was the photo of the founder and my "lady" of desperate women the guy was beautiful and just seein

lives in São Paulo and jesus beloved what eyes were th

lly surprised that he's had the compa

handsome man!' - I confess, s

Is he gay? It would be a shame if it were! Fernanda controls herself woman! I think to m

the attendant asks me, snap

way and I go back to looking at the images of that hot CEO! Another thing that caught my attention was

ady! – The at

so had facebook and I couldn't stand the curiosity and I went in and I could on

and there was the phone number that my daughter

age, Fernanda! - I

d dial the number that Kam gave me and I wait while she c

any, good morning! -

Fernanda de Freitas I'm return

oment!" – The

d it doesn't take long for t

made for you! -The attendant talks to me and keeps saying

yes! - I ans

ve come at 10:00 in t

d when I'm about to hang up I realize that I don't know who,

my head! She

- I comment

eitas! - She says and I thank her and I ask her name and

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