The Flowers under my Pillow

ouldn't care less about me and only cared about themselves. Different dates and days, but same

are fantastic. Have you heard "Two Ghosts," one of his songs? I'd say the lyrics' meaning is extremely painful; how much more so if you truly feel the song's emotion?

name again. Yes, you're right. People enjoy calling my name, and most of the time, they only need something or want me to do something. This isn't new to m

dria,' he

thought t

ry, but I couldn't. You'll understand why later. So I turned around, only to disco

ded and began sc

ook at him and he's got th

yes, I wouldn't have to turn

ht as well,' he adde

the middle of campus, where no one else is. We are the o

mself, and he extended his right hand

t, is he making fun of me? Anyway,

ed me again. 'What'

ing wrong. I

time understanding basic concepts. He stopped me from walking and grabbed my arm.

' I'm giving him the most

e to be your friend.' CRAZY? Is ma

nsane. Please do not follow me.

ase save m

to know why? Aside from being quiet, it recognizes that I overthink every night and that I am welcome

o sleep, I see the Joker's face. Why? This is something I've nev

inty nose that fits his face perfectly, and his lips are a little red that appears to have been bitten. His hair is as dark as the night, and he is generally attractive. He's 6 inches taller than me, and judging by how he grabbed my arm earlier,

thinking

was startled awake in my seat, my

especially since he just barged in and offered me his hand for no apparent reason. I doubt there isn't one. He'll probably mock me, just like the rest of the peopl

irst class. I also need to go to the store to get a new pen because my old one was stolen the day

sider taking a four-hour break and then returning for a short-duration class. Why didn't they just add the last of the three s

c movies and observing the actors' facial expressions. It astounds me how they can project such emotion even when they are well aware that they are not truly feeling it. Is it true that they can feel the lines on t

dri

ous name once more. How come th

dri

ant to talk to anyone ri

dri

ling me,

d. It's him once mor

oing?' he asks,

ed. I appeared

hang out with

?' I'm a b

from you, Audri.' 'All I want

k into his eyes, it's as if he's saying, 'T

And by the way, sto

ith you.' He's putting

o!' I ex

hotos somewher

he is aware of the things I enjoy doing. He

o, okay?' I say as I turn a

' He's grabbed my arms once more. I t

stunning pair of eyes I've ever seen.

to get to know

m and then started walking, b

could still eat meat. When we asked how, he said to powder or chop the vegetables and spices into tiny pieces, then mix it

's all you need to know,' I say

more than that' he'

ly if you've been a student here for

la, right?

entirely correct. This is a strategy of ma

la.' He looked at me. 'I want to be

hat on me, not even once, because the majority of the people here are aware of who I am. Is he a newcomer? F

ve no idea

Sabella,

. We're almost to the

I'm saying. 'Do

to know you if I alre

ing at me

us? 'Are you n

ed as if something had sna

?' I

ory class togethe

all

same class for two years, but I've never seen him be

y name. 'You've ne

ss through the back gat

names of the other people are. I onl

et to know who I am.' His t

I ask you a qu

ur

nage to smile

ar keys are

you a quest

-hu

't smile but stil

ven if what he said is flattering,

id, looking him in the eyes. I then proceede

I come with you

omething, don

aid, giving hi

ar and continue my

to fulfill their request, but how come I see myself differently to that guy as I speak to him right now? Why am I irritated while he is adamant about his feelings for me?