"Lost Soul"

st Ma

I still get into trouble all the time. But hey, it's not your fault, it's just that mom and your dad hate me to the core of their bones. Don't worry, I was not crying while writing this. I have long accepted my fate that my own mother will never love me the way she loves you and our siblings. And your dad, don't get me started. He doesn't even acknowledge that I exist. He pretends all the time th

ld you please stay and you said it's fine, and you'll be back. Guess what? He took care of me real good. It was real slow like time stopped and I felt like my soul left my body and I was watching myself from the outside. Crying, soa

and I feel the anger brewing inside me. I want to continue reading but I can't let

felt eerie. I feel my body hair start to rise and I suddenly felt something blowing air at my nape, or someone breathing at my back I wanted to turn my back but I couldn't make it myself.

washed my face. I felt nauseous. There was a sick feeling in my stomach and I couldn't quite place what is wrong. I felt like I was going crazy. What I was feeling and what ha

my waste bin. The past is the past, Hannah is dead and nothing can bring her back. It's no use digging up graves that a

was beating so fast, I slowly sat up and looked at her, she slowly turned to me and I see Hannah, my beautiful sister Hannah, smi

m here

was spe

nd she stood up and sat

letter." She said as

rm and soft just

I swallowed hold

gentle moments ago, started

and said, "I'm

der. I looked at her and I saw tears of blood running down her cheeks and her white nightgown suddenly being drenched in blood, my bed as well was now a pool of blood I can see my feet being soaked in its crims

She is gone. I tell myself over and over again and then, I woke up. I sat up from my

formed a scar on my wrists. I gulped in the cold night air a

ottom of this. I need

take care of me, that you are my brother no matter what.

I read this. Heart pounding I

s crying and he got a face towel from the sink and shoved it in my mouth I almost choked. He kissed me everywhere, I felt disgusted but I couldn't move because I know struggling won't do me any good. He undressed my skirt

ember that

as the first page, if I can will myself

utiful sister