My only wish

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tirely, I just couldn't be here right now. As we drove off I remained silent as I remembered what took place in school today. luca for example, what he did to me hurt me way more than everyone

e glanced at me for a second then foc

the time." I nodded my head and lay my head

breath hitches when I said that. I knew I shouldn't be so harsh wit

by his office on Saturday to talk to us abou

to dry heave. I didn't eat anything today so nothing else came up apart from blood. After a while, I stopped and flush the toilet then I started to brush my teeth so I could get rid of the foul taste in my mouth. I used some of the mouth wash as well which was a lot better then took a shower and got ready for bed so I could get that much needed rest. Thankfully the next day I woke up I was feeling ok. I wasn't in pain and I didn't feel the need to throw up. You might be wondering why I am punishing myself like this and not just try and seek treatment. I did try and get help, but nothing was working. When I was first diagnosed with leukemia, my dad took me to the hospital of Arizona in order for me to get treated. That's when I met dr.smith. He was nice to me back then and he is still nice. They did everything in their power to help me overcome my sickness but nothing was working. No amount of chemo, pills or anything else co

el. I'm driving you to school and that's

I promise to call you if anything happens to me."

ou can take the Mazda cx-3. The white one that

you." I gave him my best puppy dog eyes and thought that

't have you walking now with the condition you are

back home then. When I got to school, dad drove off after giving me a hug. The outside was filled with students which was making me nervous because of the large crowd. I held my head down and made my way inside. The usua

with tears in my eyes to see Oliver William, a stude

doing about it grub?" Luca as

isn't really tall just stands around 5'8 and has red curly hair and black eyes. He wears a glass that was too big for his face but

t?" He asked and

or that." He smiled at me

old dad about Oliver and he said that there was nothing wrong with making a friend. The thing is, I didn't want anyone to miss me when I'm gone that'