Her Protector

a

I come s

ined, and those were even real times. I couldn't even get up to do any of my Alpha duties, and they automatically fell onto Alec's shoulders; it also left Noni angry with me but what coul

er. Again, I felt that block in her mind. She was definitely hid

That was all she gave me before sh

sadness. It is a rare occurrence that I cry, I can't even remember the last time I – no wait, it was when Nova rejected me... but that didn't count because it wasn't technic

. I was – I am her mate! She should want me by her side, especially right now when something was clearly wrong with her. I was

row

on me? Did she

... we just never let it show, but right now with my assumptions running wild jealously was rear

I could feel my wolf agreeing and that only angered me more. My wol

as driving us insane. The images and audios of Nova making love and moaning another wolf's name killed up but fueled the rage that was

e a lot easier for Nova and I, and I wouldn't be as moody and temperamental as

that Nova didn't

somethi

t som

t h

ve her

do something wrong, why couldn't she be a normal female and tell me? At the very least shout at

hrough our link. Hope

to talk to me. Just the thought of that made my wolf whimper and had me

hated how weak I sounded. Soft and un-Alpha like, but she brought

when she did, I was hoping it was something more

I did forget so

th me and that's why

question then a definitive answer, but I did

ldish don't you

d party and go crazy like the rest of us did. She never got to get it out of her system. There's not a day that goes by that I don't hate myself for t

ly. I could hear her wolf growling, but whe

ing childish,

diffe

It's

g to bug me, and I could feel myself losing control. Soon words wou

wn. All I wanted was to see her, to feel her, to kiss her. T

for that Maxon. I am already pisse

ss you; to tell you how much I love you and how sorry I am for whatever I did to

fucking put me here so why would I want t

t that she blamed me too... she never once even lead on that that's what she thought. I couldn't find

e had been hearing all week, but these words were different.

t to see you Maxo

va

near you right now. She closed off the li

that damn premonition. I have been the perfect mate and she doesn't want to see me? I had this fucking house built for her in two weeks because

the time I was done that wall could've passed for Swiss

t want to

cheating

us, my wo

just help me calm

oves

on us. She would

t the fact I put he

that

ecret she's hidi

t now nor is

t the room was in complete shambles. I didn't even notice that I was moving not to mention throwing

here," Alex asked or m

to be yelled at again, and then

em. I couldn't even bring myself to look at Noni. I knew she was

ask for help with her. I was never the guy who had stable, committed relationships, so this was all new to me. Noni is Nova's best friend, so of course sh

r mate,"

reak me so easily? I am an Alpha. I needed to remain strong at all times, but it seemed like the

oni quickly and scowled at her. "What

she whimpered, probably from his expr

at you call it when your mate doesn't

dramatic Maxon

lpha command in a growl, he had no choice but to obey. I turned my attention back to Noni, who was looking at me defiantly. I stepped towa

uld've taken that as a challenge

to be around you? Has he ever told you the most hurtful th

ted her to know that what my mate, her best friend, said to me was more painful than anything I

ed and shook

? Blocked you out so you could hav

e shook h

the word mate out of my mouth like it was acid. "She is the only one on the planet tha

started, but I imm

e. Just go," I said. I couldn't see my expression, but I must

try," Alex offered slapping me on the shoulder briefly

that it was really time for them to leave. They both looked as if they didn't wa

eak but I held up my hand. "Save it. Whatever she has to say to me she can eit

e has-, "

ex cautioned. She nodde

d that I had a right as her mate to know what was wrong? If it had been me keeping secrets from her, she wouldn't have wasted time trying to get away from me, so why shouldn't I do the

packs' link. I could feel the cringes and whimpers from

..." I said aloud to myself sadly. I hadn't felt like th

d somewhere and people started screaming, Nova started screaming