Lost in Amsterdam

iel's

ad and numb or should I say I've been a robot. It hasn't been easy for me

Anna said after knocking on my d

started seeing Ben, my soon to be step father, Ben has been trying to be nice to me but hell he will never replace the love I have for my fat

Muriel are you in there, Ben and I ha

s gigantic room in Ben's house . I could hear them whispering behind the door. I opened the doo

ou want?"

slightly turned to sa

our decision" Anna said and paused. She gave Ben a kind of look and Ben nodded

e past few months and he has been supporting us with everything we need" Anna took a

months. What's happening right now? Well I should have expected such from the beginning o

realize I was getting mad and my face

n but at this point I don't give

came out broken, I had expected it to sound

want to see you suffering in pains, trust me I

that was left was numbness the feeling of no feeling . My face was pale a

the smile was fake. Ben sighed and gave me a "take care" look as he left to his room and I

go meet him. I need to slee

or then I completely broke down and tears from no where started to rus

eded clothes and underwear with some shoes into my dad's old box. I don't want to ever loose this box.

e no longer the kid you use

hors

ing the right decision? Wha

now what

pe you enjoyed it because I really want to know wh