Choosing paths

Monday, different people, diffe

r going for a class, coming o

I think my brain was just waiting for the rig

f hot you perv, it was the sticky irritating kind

, college wasn't living up to my

ng harder than high school then

ower, I didn't even flinch as the cold water rained down on me, I

ving me happy at first till we all had to draft out an article on the Egypti

s for me to just lay down but I rejected th

, copying and pasting, proofreading before I finally had a

er and better, I mean I had an

ly I'm still skeptical about this word but research says it's

he rest of the students, she slammed the door in my face, lit

breathing in and out, the only thing missing

me more agitated than before, even a shower

ranged them, cleaned out my table, threw out the unneeded,

day we foun

e and forgot

ay first t

ed briefly at the screen befo

y M

stressing it are you?, Just breathe through it, college isn't tha

he horns, it isn't that hard actually,

ng college without giving it your best and your best is better than everyone else's, you need

s, my best Everytime all the tim

a big

ntend to keep it

lling to check up on you,

m, just gett

I heard the empha

riends*" I said wh

to know what you want, who you want and when it's right to want them

asked, my voice was serious but I'

way from bad influences hun, any

if my mom could hear it, she was my confidant, she would understand right?, Thi

What's bothering you?" I zone

sual head space, I for

care of yourself and be the best,

ove you" I said

e h

d went

for the day, the assignments of the classes

the internet and pretending I was

he time flew by, i never knew just

on repeat, it was just what i needed to end th

***

nd, i would never judge a drop out in my

finally caught on with some of

but i had to just bear it for now t

through the halls, I did

pped into my mind here and there, never stayin

ssed

s hard as before when I thou

er huhh, no funny business"

il and she shall appear, I wasn't scared this time, I'm sure my smile could cut a

ed up speed, I thought i would pass out, I'd never seen anyone beautifuler, if tha

I'm sorry really, I'm usually conscious of my surroundings,

asn't uncomfortable, in fact let's just keep what i fel

u feel?, But you just said you weren't uncomfortable, so what o

his much, you don't want to know what my tho

n angry dog, at least it was funny to cherry, she found pleasur

rows scrunched up like she didn't

She asked as she looked

I was expecting some "ew

, speak slowly so

do that

looked at

don't" she said seriously, her blue eyes were darker than

the look in her eyes had me wanting the dang

our little staring contest so my voice came out s

get it, I didn't understand it one bit but I knew i

s wanting, this had to count right?, Somet

't dip your legs into wha

t make me understand what i was feeling,

eady, i promise I'll always be here, anytime, anyway, anywher

so familiar, I lock mi

, cherry roamed the halls like a kid on Christmas, it was

really, her energy was contagious, people waved or stopped for a little chitchat,

got tired, she kept rubbing her eyes or yawnin

to come in?

mise to wake you by 8 in the morning but

round school five times before you drag you

just don't like do

me but fortunately

eath, why couldn't i j

I'll always wake you up, if not you'd be fai

I'll see you tomorrow

as she dissappea

ed their limits today, everywhere hurt, it was all good thou

atiently, I didn't know a lot about times and zones together,

ice filled my ears

h, now this was genuine happiness,

e, how've

killing me" she whined as i cackled, i knew she was the only o

essed one, we are the humans who ne

d as she did a hair fl

lly mi

home for the holidays, so get you

et here then we ca

ided to play a game, who woul

lo