Not what you expected of me

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y mama looked over at m then stood up and said it was time for presents. I was so happy she did that guess she was getting impatient as well. I thought Trent would give me his gift first, but he just sat ba

e hell was this? They started to bring out my cake and I tried to smile but by now all I wanted to do was just go home. I told Trent I wasn't feeling well and asked if we cold leave ea

just so emotional and knew I needed to try and calm down before I talked to him. Then I decided that I was done holding back. I t

e ready for marriage?"

d we love each other doesn't tha

the made-up version of you. The fake one that you pretend to be for everyone. I don't need perfect what I need is for

going to marry

ot what I

hat so much just go back to your place, I'm over this if you're not ready

you. Let's stop with all this non-sense. I didn't say we will never g

cuses. This isn't how tonight was supposed to g

perfectly into a neat little box Naki

ing to plan. What do you need m

k something was wrong with you." Trent

what I need is time alone to think about

sure ab

just

t. The scary part was going to be telling my mama. She's going to handle this even worse than I had. It broke my heart hearing the m

thing to my mama, but I just couldn't tonight. I wasn't strong enough to deal with her just yet. I changed into some c

s natural as I could be right now. I needed to be real after what Trent said to me. I have hit a r

rd a knock on my outside door. I wondered who it could be. I didn't want to talk to anyone. I thought about just ignoring it. I turned t

t it could only be one of two people. It was either Trent or my mama neither of which I wanted to deal with again toni

for this right now. I am thirty years old not a baby anymore. She needed to realize that. I was done being her Barbie doll. I was not going to let her run me down tonight I have b

a's

the hell are

u to mama. What a

here to see you looking like trash as if you have no sense at all. Where is Trent? Has he seen you like this? Hell, no wo

get

use

rd me. G

figures looking like that I

leave, and now I am

ng alone because you will neve

uld she do that to me. How could she ruin all my hard work? I raised her better than this. How dare she talk to me like that.

night proved that when she ended up dressing herself as a slob. I am the one that picks out her clothes to make sure she's perfect. I have done

will never find another man like him. I wasn't going to let her ruin this. She needed to do better so he will marry her. She must have done something