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thout her. Gabe, Noah, and I got a house together off campus. Noah and I have become inseparable lately. We have kept each other going. He was my rock. I was angry

ster off but now it was time to get back to life. Briel would want us to go on. At least the monster that drugged her was finall

I can't just file my feelings away as easy as he can. I'm really struggling. My parents wanted me to come back home, but I think it'll be ev

my grief. I came home and no one was here. I took a shower and decided to just lay down. I wa

pid move on my part I know. I was pissed when I saw what all the commotion was about. It was a very drunk Noah and

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I loved him but if this kept up, I don't know if we will be together much longer. He's changed an

I loved him but if this kept up, I don't know if we will be together much longer. He's changed a

en going through a lot. I'm trying to get my life back but it's hard to move on when someone your so close to died way too soon. I'm struggling and I

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l died because of alcohol laced with drugs. Do I h

ed. I can't lose anyone else. I thought I was getting better and getting back to normal but all i

hinking. I just wanted to for

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on with him lately. Maybe this is his way of

to him when he sobers up. I wanted to talk to him now, but he was just too out of it. I hated going to bed angry that wa

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each other in shock. He didn't say anything he just got up and practically ran out of my room. I touched my lips and wondered what the hell just happened. Did Noah really jus

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Briel was like a sister to Myra and her dying suddenly like that was horrific. I missed her as well, but I didn't sit around wallowing in my grief. Myra do

has been gone for a while now yet Myra still can barely function. I need to get back to our lives. We're in college I want to have

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ng wrong. I went out with my friends playing darts and drinking some beers. I didn't intend to get drunk, but s

just destroys me. Noah got her going to this grief group, but it doesn't seem to be helping. Maybe she needs to see a shrink and possibly get on some me

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to tell him, but I was worried what would happen. I started to avoid him and Myra. I thought

aw it was me, she jumped back? Seeing her do that really bothered me. She was one of my closest friends. Briel's de

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stupid mistake. He would hate us both.

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I saw her in school and wanted to ask her out, but Gabe had asked her first. I stepped to the s

together. I can't look at Gabe knowing what I've done. Hell, I can't look at him when I think I'm fallin