Desiring Her

ing before you leav

l can't believe that I got stunned by her! I felt frustrated out of embarrassment that

nightgown?! My gay self was awakened because of that! Oh god... The image of h

desiring her. She has a daughter. I still ass

thought of her having a partner ruin

lf again that I'm no

h women again. Definitely not with a married woman. I

zy." I closed my eyes emphatical

ld feel something building inside me upon seeing her. I was once fasci

h, I lost my interest in women, and that girl, L

worried? I groaned inwardly. Sid would probably l

She only ordered one coffee. My insides were itching to know the answer so

t it in a kraft paper bag. When the realization hit me, I suddenly threw th

hell am I doing?!"

sucker bitch who's itching to be scratch. Like hell, I was left untouched for years

rt to reheat the bread, so I might as well give her. Sid's bread is the best after all. I'm silently prayi

w to my long bangs. My black hair fanned upwards before resettling just over my eyes, but i

umbled. I had to remind m

ip with her, as an acquaintance, of course, I have to sho

certainly not due to how my body reacted upon seeing her, but for the reaso

ir, stepping aside to see Alex peeking on the door. I

e a controlled robot, I handed her the bag. The child's

door has something f

ed the sly smile forming on her lips as if she was hiding something. Or maybe I was being par

? You're being

s with you since we're now a neighbor, right?" I smiled awkwardly. "Tell me ho

she was now wearing decent clothes. Well, navy shorts and a spa

udging her either! I just hate how my body reacted to this. I mean, I wasn't like this until

elled earlier?" she quest

. yes? I t

to Alex. "Get inside

e it, let me know," my voice almos

like I was hypnotized! Her eyes were too deep and I got drowned with

That was when cold sipped through me.

rms. "I shoul

movies. You can join us." I wa

something to do but, t

Then why ordered three?! I wanted to ask but held myself. "Our visitor for toda

aside from making calls. I would check the situation in my coffee shop and other t

t, why not?"

yes pierced through my body. From head to toe and I don't know if I should be t

smile. "Get inside..

et to walk inside. I sighed deeply which made me stop on my spot. Damn... she smells so good!

re..." I whisp

decision of mine. This was a

ing. We're just alone, no one woul

r voice sounded serious and maybe, it was just me thinking that her words have a do

you..." My

de my head over and over again and I couldn't blame her for that. I'm not a conversationalist.

the second floor, turn le

red to speak again. I don't want to put myself in shame for the nth tim

proceeded to the second floor,