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ke up feeling as if
sionally smelled of
ud on my bedroom floor even though
find answers. Mine, apparently, was
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fingers. "You a
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kno
of us spoke. Then his phone
screen, and his e
rmth disappeared from his eyes. His
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rying to keep things from you. I just don't wa
down at
thumb. I rubbed it with the edge of
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g you that I ca
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get so
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thing about last night,
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ember something
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me one last worried
climb into his silver SUV. He sat behind the steering wheel fo
table long after h
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t me as though he ex
ned home, the morni
and the low hum of the refrigerator. I dropped my keys int
ld hav
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they looked worse than they had that morning. Three narrow lines ran
xamining them from
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top
I'd noticed on my cl
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was imag
age around them. Then I washed my hands twice, chang
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st prom
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came s
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sed m
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in the distance. It rose into the air and str
at
tment. On a clear day, I could see the t
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then slowly lifted my
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who knew
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