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RA'S
me the moment I st
catching faces, expensive clothes, and people pretending their lives were more
nd of
ked in. Whispers foll
d me more attention than I'd ever asked for. Some called me an angel. Others called me a he
osest thing to peace I'd had in a long time. He had a terrible habit of treating me like I was made of g
im. I alw
t the apartment had been
my shoulder, and I inten
ndr
rounded by our usual crowd. I crossed the floor
're
rvived. I'm
r, flirt, heartbreaker. I'd heard them all. The funny part was that most of them had never spoken to me properl
re!" Charlot
and c
y something
etheart. I have somet
meant someone was abou
: embarrassing confessions, ridiculous dances. Then t
ing a
r dare,
ar
I dare you to give Harrison
d and every guy secretly competed with, sat across fro
That's the big dare
"Start th
at evening, he looked
o
y waist, and moved with the rhythm, aware of
nervous,"
imaginin
lps you slee
eat without a second glance. Someone joked
say? I'm unf
fferable," C
t you l
rtuna
should be: music, friends, freedom. No
oom tilted
that stop me from heading
e the man on the balcony above me. I didn't notice the dark eyes f
m to realize someone had just bec
TT'
, too many idiots who thought
tances. The mafia meeting earlier had been a waste of time: too many excuses, too many men fo
, I fou
te to be noticed. Then I watched her. She had a confidence that bordered on recklessness. She moved
hing from me: money, protection, power. My nam
even know
't known hers f
looked pleased with himself. She looked bored. When it ended, s
less d
were stupid enough to call me that withi
tian W
yes briefly.
lovely g
ant a bet
We've located the man who leaked inf
ething worth
e. I'll deal w
d for the stairs. That should h
with me. A glass shattered. Col
he stain, then slo
ared at me for about two seconds befo
so sorr
ded anyt
. This girl had ruined an expensive shirt, laughed about it
now, so please don't
re dr
obse
strangled sou
name could turn a room cold. "Are you always this quiet?" I sa
away, shoul
No desperate attempt to charm me. And for reaso
I said
smiling. "Have a nice nig
g an apology, without looking back. But something ha
. "Well. That w
n and you'l
ree seconds.
Do you have
curi
g else to be c
ne and rain. Derry waited until the driv
S
N
ow what I'm g
now
Fine. Who wa
moth
itely, like a man who had forgotten what
nis
twice your size. And tonight a random girl spills a drink on y
becoming a be
mething." He studie
N
to know
d not
ed. "Oh, that'
fact that every weakness eventually became someone else's weapon. Interes
her," I
cour
't. Neith
RA'S
son had a problem, an
amusing, then flattering, now just annoying. He was attractive and charming whe
tioning my whereabouts. I'd fought too hard for my
one b
y the pool after cl
is the last time we
when I got th
invit
always t
u prefer
g guy, and half the school would fight for you. But I'm not interested in be
way. "What
iting for somethin
meant, but it was true.
sor
e y
you're hurt. I'm not s
ck. Some called that heartless.
tled in. Why is it so easy for people to fall
n't looking for trouble. And I certainly wasn't loo
ere I wanted it: simpl
about t
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once, the worl
crolled my phone, a
to s
to you too,
ment. After that, we find
hing l
prom
and gone outside. No Wendy. Typical. Be
how long I've
exaggerated annoyance. I blinked. "
atever. Are we doing
ce it, a group of students shouted from beside a black Me
eady smiling.
ted a few hours of forgetting: Harrison, school, th
thing cau
d. The driver's window lowered a few inches, and a man sat behind the wheel in black
at the road. He
his attention, cold, deliberate, unsettling. It was the same fee
it
Are you
ndow was rising. The man d
min
isten, but my mind stayed on that car. I didn't know his name, why he was watching m
d have
ailored black suits and speak in quiet voices and watch you from behin
you're part of their game,
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