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faces hidden beneath the darkness. Above them, the spotlights converged o
d this
adiums across the world. Yet there was something unsettling about a silent crowd. For those few seconds, it felt a
I disapp
flickered th
eath and stepped
ence sh
the stands as thousands of fans jumped to their feet. The deafening roar
d at the corn
e yo
opening notes of my latest hit
ge came
he size of buildings flashed in time with the music, painting the stadium in shifting colors. E
verything went e
ransitions. No dancers stumb
uti
. Some sang with tears in their eyes; others danced with their friends, waving their hands b
I loved most a
illions of people chanted my
ut. Fireworks exploded above the stage, s
hone, letting the a
I smi
song
nced toward the band, and
t. The crowd recognized it almost immediately. Their screams ne
trading lines with the backup singers while the dancers followed
: celebrities, business magnates, and even a few world leaders who had appar
't help
at
ntire countries were stand
my music. The rejected demos, the empty venues, the nights I had spen
ries felt
ade
ian, but as the music
aded. I wanted future musicians to study my work, compare themselves to me,
made. This is how I will
s thundered thr
, and the audience san
e music
ded second, th
the stadi
down my face. My legs ached, my throat felt ra
er felt m
waved toward the distant stands
e curtains, the professional a
meone shouted that the performance had been flawless, and another pers
d only
ions, everyo
just enough for
e job tonight. Seriously.
d. Someone clapped
felt a rush of pride. Whatever my name said on the alb
raised
we have one last thi
everal dancers excha
e silenc
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second, nob
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MOST EXPENSIVE T
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long with e
g to be a ve
dea how ri
he largest club in the
sea of moving bodies. Bottles covered the tables in our reserved section, and people who had sw
t had been
at surviving the performance entit
t exactly
my body had o
om kept spinning whenever I tried to stand, and the floor seeme
the man stan
d comple
freshed, as though he had spent the entire
editor, lighting director, a
just a very
me a hand. "Let's get bac
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ed to
tilted v
reconsidered
ed my arm, and h
drank just as
m with an anno
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e I muttered several deeply unfla
ide. It was cold enough to make me shiver, a
embered th
d life
erable assistance, I managed to collapse into the b
ly. P
led away fr
bbing in my skull. Streetlights drifted past the win
o sleep when my
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n wait unti
abou
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my head
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ld talk to you. She a
rr
to hang in the
I sno
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alked away. Back then, I was
e, She wanted to be with someone more
in countries I had never visited, my concerts sell out within minutes, and pe
she want
ts to a
onven
" I muttered.
didn't answer
wants. I'm only telli
her I'm not
toward th
ed me now, of all times. What had changed? Wha
died before they
t need
incing myself that I would eventually forget her. Now I had everything I had once d
said. "People like her always come
lanced at me b
almost as much as I
ok at me
ing at you li
oing it r
ned his attention
d into t
t dr
of rain began to gat
e secretry slowed as we approached an intersect
nd the rhythmic hum of the engin
retry spoke
lk to her. But maybe you should at least h
ned o
iously takin
aking anyo
Becau
headlights appear
ore and slammed
ed against t
ant, I couldn't underst
crashed in
lurched
shouted
n metal, shattered glass
shed thr
ard, and every light outside the window
d to b
ed to
seemed
ed into a dis
d wasn't the concert, the cheering crowd, or th
was
vision, just as I remembered
d to cu
gh at the absur
er thought drifte
achieved, is this re
owed me before I c
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