was cold, and nobod
writing desk, one chair, one narrow window set deep in the stone. A mirror draped in grey cloth. No flowers. No candles. Nothing on the pillow but a
six. The Lord's chair is not to be taken. Doors that are locked are locked for a reason. Servants are not to be questione
ee if it would take. It did
ong, dark, shuttered wing of the palace, its windows blind, its doors chained.
thought. Of cours
ng she would regret. She ran the flat of a blade along the seams of the mattress and sniffed the water in the jug, and found,
ght there was. Then, because it looked foolish there, small and grey and t
the door behind her
Another knock, softer. Then a youn
maid, if you'll have me. I've brought t
d the door a
alanced against her hip. She wore the plain black dress of Ashfall's servants, and she looked at Elowen's face wi
old the terms,
t asking." The girl nodded gravely. "May
esy that it took Elowen a moment to
ther the Devil had hurt her. She only poured the tea, and when Elowen took a pinch of grey powd
said Elowen, "if there
ed brown. Mi
ing. She tested everything. Even the bread."
a great ma
'm glad you're not crying, my lady. I
hat on t
of
I h
nce she left Marrow Hall. She drank the tea. It was warm and sweet and faintly tast
. It was a plain, pretty tune, slow as a lullaby, with a long silvery fall at the end of each line. Elowen almost recogn
walks the halls. The cook says he talks to someone who isn't there." She paused, her fingers very careful at Elowen's temple. "I've never s
elieve th
elle, with great dignity, "abo
, and was alarmed by
ve family?
voice warmed. "She's the reason I took the post.
miss
lding a petticoat that did not need folding. Then she turned, and her smile was bright aga
oked at her for a mome
ou. I'll
lle curtsied and went to the door. "Good nigh
re Elowen could a
il did
e marriage contract twice. She had put a knife in the bedside drawer and another in
ed low, and the palace held its breath around her, a
bit her grandmother would have called suspicion and the Marrow archives would have called hygiene. She began a letter to Tobias and
n, impossibly, it struck eleven again, as though the
locked the door a second time,
loose board and tapped every stone she could reach. It was her grandmother's lesson, and the
it under
the headboard where no maid's cloth would ever reach, one panel was fracti
a prayer book, and in it lay a single letter
old, but the
a
nd I am writing it as if you were sitting at the foo
raised a hand to me. He has barely spoken. But every night of this last month, he has come and sat outside my door. I he
an who has been waiting a very long time for someone w
us. It is not him, and i
r had been torn away, neatly, as if by
r for a long time with
, and it is n
The Withering was in the blood. It was in every Marrow woman, as certain as a freckle or a temper. Her mother had d
the curse, the
for three hundred years, and had arr
Hall, with the windows open because she could not bear a closed room. At the end she had caught Elowen's wrist, hard enough to bruise, and said so
the blo
she looked again at the torn letter, it is not the curse, with her mother's grip still print
e the vial. Her hands were not quite steady. She was annoye
wo, she heard foots
and stopped ou
all beside the lock. Her breath came shallow. Nothing moved. For a long minute there wa
ttling against the wood. A long, slow exhal
move. She di
o voice. The han
h her heart going like a hammer, could not have said whether the shadow beneath the door b
rept into the window, the f
nothing, not the creak of a stair or the tap of a heel, as thoug
hand, and found nothing on the threshold but a thin smear of ash on the flagstone, in the sh
as w
to weep. She shut the door, and locked
did not sleep. She stayed there, with her cold hands
ed up, and sa
ess they were sitting where she sat now. Someone had scratched it into the plaster with something
perate. The letters leaned, as though written in the
t the one w
ad it thr
wall that would summon a smiling girl with a tray of orange tea, and at the soft, warm, caref
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