ll Tessa abo
ock myself in the bathroom and bare my teeth at my own reflection like an idiot. Rounded. Ordinary. A
to side. I pressed a finger
alf asleep, and the lamp was dim, and you'd b
et against my chest was still cold as river stones, and I
e," Tessa announce
nk y
fighting ghosts." She was lacing her boots on the ed
ing lik
inned up at me, lopsided and sunny, and tossed me my jacket. "Come
bed. Instead I followed her out into the corridor, and
ed with
night? Pale as a corpse." I looked around, but no one was near. The stairwell was empty except for Tessa
ir legs, a baby's laughter, impossible, because there were no babies at Duskmere. A flock of birds some
e stairs and gri
ar
loud," I
at
ryth
athing. A page turning in the library. The scratch of a pencil three buildings over, and the muffled, rhythmic thud of a heart that belo
o difference. The sounds weren't coming th
gently pulling my hands down. Her amber eyes searched my
ca
hed a little at herself. "That sounde
t of her heart, the faint hum of the fabric where her sleeve brushed mine. Slowly, the roar
ong, shaki
ett
voice cracked
n odd, careful look, the way you look at a stranger who has jus
ago you said it was too loud. But
kno
did yo
. It's the altitude. But Tessa's eyes were steady, and there was no jud
," I said. "She asked so
our floors down and
kno
breath. "That's n
sounded thin eve
ot a nose, remember? You smell like rain and old books and something that's got no business smelling like that on a girl
ed. "Are you goin
nuinely startled. "Of cou
y are yo
cing up and down the empty stairwell. "And I don't know what's wrong with you. I don't thi
indly, but the words settle
me,"
ha
ar away. Whisper it, and I'
ed, walked up three flights to the landing at the to
ard it as clearly as if she ha
lves are fools, and I hid my l
slowly, and I repea
rise, she began to laugh, a helpless, brea
not human! Mara, I don't care what you say, you ar
ef, and for a moment we stood there together in the empty
up, wiping our eyes, Tessa's
t you are," she said. "B
o we eve
my arm. "But I'll figure it out
e I didn't trust
heartbeat of every student within fifty feet, and I was thrown into the mud twice by a boy who apologized both times. Tessa l
bragging that I fel
ned my
r one shoulder. He wasn't training. He was just standing there, as though he had come out to the fiel
r his heartb
ard, thudding rhythm that sounded almost like a drum. His lips parted
on closed. He dropped his hand, turned on his heel,
g my gaze. "Every time he sees you. I
hy
cared." She frowned. "I'v
went looking fo
eep early, worn out from her mud-soaked victory. I slipped out into the corridor, pulled my jacket tight, and followed the twis
at the end of a long passage
fr
dn't help it. The words slid through
" said a man's voice, low and tense. "Be
answered, quieter, her word
e seal has broken. There
heavy
that I would have missed it if I ha
e girl has
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