na'
arm as I drove away f
ng compared to the ache in my chest. I had told myself countless times that I would no
r still expecting someth
he blood soaking my sleeve was becoming impossible to ignore, and I had no inte
rived, my finger
arefully examined the wound on my shoulder. Her
asked. "This is a deep cut.
nt smile. "It w
as though she did
ing your life? If you're in danger
couldn't bring m
hreatenin
who had hurt me the most were the
I assured
the wound. She didn't press me further. Instead, she cleaned the injury and
hout the procedure, my e
structions to keep it clean and dry, avoid strenuous ac
fore leaving the
settled into a chair beside the window, care
siderably, but the ach
gone t
Cutting myself had been reckless. I knew that. For a brief moment, I had all
bered Vivienne k
y she had begged me to surrender my inheritance as
curled agai
e of them had genuinely asked whether I was all right.
anted
herit
remained of
n ringing ins
d saw my father's
stared at it before let
rived almost
. Please apologize to your gran
d it
I lau
rless sound that bare
cou
houlder. He wasn't wondering whether I had reached the hospital safely. He simply w
ways been
me to swallow my pain. He wanted a harmonious family, yet he neve
t was what made his in
he was caught between his wife and his daughter, that he was doin
g to a version of him that
red my
e to cut ties with
e a little, but not en
my phone and
nother face ent
that had carried neither mockery nor pit
re Cal
snappe
ld get m
rned with star
my lips
ter. I had replayed it enough times to know precisely how despera
, he had seen just how badly I wanted to es
alone made m
I been
anted to prove to myself that I could still make a
reckless moment, I
dore had
part I coul
red some hollow speech about how I would find the right man ev
that he couldn't h
e, his expectations, or what kind of husband he might become. A man l
I realized that I didn't need to understand h
offer st
eartbroken. Nor would I do it merely to mak
d my li
e of me. I wanted to own my decisions, protect what my mother had left me, and stop be
a risk. I und
e I was had become
chair, took one last look at the bandage beneath my sleeve, an
d his mind, I would ac
I would be the one
/1/133401/coverbig.jpg?v=17d4b578417970b9213d586083bec31b&imageMogr2/format/webp)