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hanging on the cracked wall of her bedroom,
ide. She had tried to smile at herself that morning, hoping it might make the day feel
y from the mir
er mo
ne when, deep inside, she felt like
rned what it meant to feel unwanted in
Before his death, their family had not been wealthy, but there had been laughter in their home. Her father ha
call her hi
k about her dreams, and listen patiently wh
r forehead, "you will become someone you are proud of. N
ayed with her long
he was worth something was no longer alive to prote
wn mo
SSI
downstairs pulled her
d her eye
ma!" she
om? Do you think food will cook it
oming,
he old slippers beside her
chen with her arms folded. Her express
"Is this how a girl of your age should lo
lowered
Mama. I wo
gle day, you give me another reason t
ed heavily in
d them befor
ow, they
y," she w
ret s
this house? Can it put food on this table? Can it bring back the money y
ightened around the
give her a good life. He had paid her school fees whenever he could, encouraged
ncial problems forced her to abandon her dreams, and the little jobs
d applications to places that never called her back. Sometimes, she worked fo
had
w she h
ret, none of
other people's daughters to look at. Girls who are making their families
d a finger
rs old and still depending on me. What
owed the lump
ama. I went to the supermarket y
t to hear an
ce echoed thro
mediately
id bitterly. "I thought that at least one day, you would grow up
tared at
er mother co
n. Not as a constant reminder of
her da
had lost
was trying
ded someone to tell her th
had no such w
n the sitting room. My friend is coming this afternoon, and I don't w
y, M
Jes
rned a
es
ney later. If you want to eat
and walked to
idn't
't defen
g the plates while tear
ade things worse. No matter what she said, Margaret al
d learned to
e was the only pr
orning, Jessica had fini
ws, and arranged the chairs in the sitting room. Her back ach
kitchen and opened t
rice left from th
to serve herself a small portion bef
ou to touch
fr
the kitchen entr
ing, Mama," Jessica explained quietl
s for my fri
e is stil
arguing
, M
put it
eturned the plat
hurt, but sh
t walke
y shame. You are a grown woman who cannot provide for hers
elt her c
rying to u
being a dis
, neither of
searching her face for even
s her forehead when she was ill. She remembered sitting between her parents on
oments real
se she needed to believe that
oice trembling, "what can I
ret f
of questi
cult since Daddy died. I know I haven't been able to do much for you, but I'm trying.
d at her for s
laughed
py? Start by becoming so
parted, but no
Some have good jobs. Some are taking care of their parents. But y
yes filled
anyone to he
ect me to beg people to employ you?
N
and do something
urned and
he kitchen, staring a
side her see
r problems. She had not expected her to buy her
anted was a l
ntle
inded her she
ngs seemed too expensive
h with one hand as t
hat morning, she all
se she wa
se she ha
whether she would ever be enough for the
house with a small handbag and
n sandals. Her hair was neatly arranged, and
to look p
onfident enough, someone
everal shops displayed beautiful clothes behind glass windows, and the re
oman step out of a boutiq
dress and laughed as s
ed down at h
kly look
ple happy. She simply wished that, for on
aurant where a notice had b
EDED -
eart
could
door open and
od behind the counter,
, ma," Jessica
man lo
at do yo
sted in the waitress position. I can
ooked her u
ked in a rest
ve helped with serving customers in
man he
perience with a
but I c
nyone who can
shook
, m
s expressi
someone with experience. Y
lt her hop
job. I'll do my best, and you
. I can't
ned back to h
ment, struggling to keep her
for your
alked
ernoon sun was p
ide the road, bli
r reje
r clos
rying hard did not alwa
wo more shops and a small supermarke
nted ex
ed qualif
someone who
had nothing but determination
d, Jessica's feet were sore,
e of water and sat on a
ones, laughing with friends, and hurrying ho
atched th
t like to have someone a
come home and hear,
to be loved withou
one vi
ed it might be someon
s a message fr
pecting me to feed you if you've
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