bbed through
behind my forehead. My stomach twisted. My mouth felt like I'd swallowed sand, and every
a hand to
hell did
ything became a blur of golden lights, a deep voice,
y e
s flew
in my a
ndows stretched across one wall, revealing a city already awake beneath the morning sun. Heavy curtains fram
p too q
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ead and squeez
them again, I
nd a thick duvet lay tangled around my waist. Be
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looke
hirt hung loose
mach d
my shoulder. A deep voice ordering him to let go. Warm fingers
elev
ng mine in the
that,
the empty si
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for my dress. My phone. My shoes. Anything that could te
air. One shoe was beside the door,
rested on a
hadn't lost
ttress. My knees nearly buckled when my feet touched t
en I saw
de a black
paper with trembling
elf somet
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n a
eeks
I was a p
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at the cr
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, I simply s
the note onto
that kind
ed small in th
d that
d brought me here because I had asked him to make me forget
pened, I wasn't goin
c brushed against my skin. My hair was a disaster
lipped them on, and
, I glanced at
me here. No name. No explanation. Not even a
d and that i
exactly wher
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y was busy whe
men with designer handbags spoke into their phones. A un
d walked as quickly as
orning,
rly j
e counter, watching me with an e
rning,"
enjoy y
ps fal
t
smile. "Yes
to my wrinkled dress be
ept up
floor to op
rip on my handbag and hur
face. I stopped beneath the hote
n't know th
or furious with him. All I knew was that I neede
o my handbag
e
cour
the city passed in a blur. My head throbbed with ev
n since yeste
food made me re
rried through the rain, hoping to
d and turned to
ng to cry ov
to
-
quiet when I un
onto the small table, and immediate
kicked off my shoes a
in the refrigerator. I poured myself a glass of water and took t
ne vib
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so rapidly that I snat
n misse
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od ran
back im
swered after t
ss. We've been try
phone died. Is
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ed the
ted i
hin three days. If it isn't, we may l
ee
to suck the air
give me more time? I'll find the
, Ava. You know I'd
t my
of tests, consultations, and waiting for someone t
had a
dead
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ended, I opened
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transport, and the small payments I'd m
dollars was du
kitchen cabinet and pres
e. I could ask my manager for an advance, but he had already
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h my mother die tha
ed me so much that I
red. "Don't ev
he ruined dress, and pulled on a p
ed to
ded a
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