atta
precise, controlled arcs. No wasted motion. No hesitation. He'd bee
sn't bett
s third. I let him come at me, let him exhaust himse
im on the should
" Mille
st for a second. Just lon
this time. Angrier. I sidestepped
oi
His movements were sloppy, desperate. He was trying
ung
the chest. Hard. Harder than
r. He looked down at the mark on his jacket, then
at on purpo
that
ou could have been gentler. Bu
re. "Maybe I did. Ma
m went
hought he was going to hit me. I almost wanted h
ller steppe
oice was quiet but firm.
Then he turned and walked away, his
me. His expressio
"But it wasn't good sportsmanshi
n't a
at. But talent without respect is just nois
foil in hand, chest heaving, an
f practice
n't feel victorious. I felt empty. Hollow. Like I was g
t me. They didn't talk to me. They just kept the
't bla
ed my bag and headed for the
cks
ng in the hallway, arms
do you
ta
e anything t
ow what you're doing. I know what you're trying to prove. You want everyone to thin
re what any
ould see the anger in his eyes. "But here's the thing. You're not the best. Not anymore. You're a has-be
nto fists. "You don't
e a threat. Not to me. To the team. You're a distraction. A pr
A team of losers who c
matters. And I'm not going to let you destro
embered Darius's words. I remembered Miller's words. I reme
k a b
said. "I'm here because I have to be.
ession shifted. Just a fraction. Just enou
ctice. Keep your temper in check. Be part of th
d and wa
Darius i
tebook in hand, writing something.
d today,
hea
w
rd tha
ight. The gym was quiet. Empty. The afternoon sun streame
thing right. I controlled my temper. I foc
just kept writing. The scratch of hi
e same as earning
oes tha
at matters. Respect. Trust. Friendship. Those things aren't e
ha
readable. But there was something in
ing vulnerable. Letting people see who yo
. "I don't know
notebook. "That's why we
us took me to a differ
base
rete, stained with years of neglect. T
his place?
orage." Darius walked to the center of the room and stopped. "B
expression was different
ething," he said. "Somethi
ait
roke records. He was famous. Respected. Admired." Darius paused. His hands were
anything. I j
lost, I was punished. If I showed weakness, I was punished." His voice was flat. Clinical. Like he was describing someone else's life. "B
ed. Took
pion. I didn't want to be anyth
ppened?"
uldn't do it anymore. I couldn't be his weapon. So I lost. Deliberately. Obviously. Humiliatingly." He smiled. A
chest was tight. M
telling me th
ented. You're angry. You're desperate to prove yourself. And if you keep going d
want to b
houlder. "You have to learn to fight for something other than yoursel
e wh
ile. The first one I
e your team. Like the person you
ht and found my mom
were dozens of them. Spread out across the t
uck?"
yet. But something will
oked at her tired eyes. Her shak
"I'm going to get a job. I'm
ocus on schoo
t going to pa
Her eyes were wet.
boy," she said.
. I'm re
You just don'
and took my hand. Her fingers
be okay," she sa
ything would work out. But I knew better. I knew that
into the gym and found
other fencers, were there too. Coach Miller was sta
oing on?"
eeting," Miller s
mach drop. "W
hing." Miller walked toward me, slow and deliberate. "I'm not going to pretend I understa
t say a
ove yourself. They agreed." He stopped in front of me, close enough that I could see the lines around his eyes. "
derst
and anger and something to prove. And most of them don't make it.
ing to self
for a long momen
aid. "Then let'
ew weeks w
d training sessions. Endless drills. Footwork. Distance. Timing. Strategy.
blade. The art of patience. The power of stillness. The
yzed the video. She broke down opponents.
e pushed each other to the edge of our limits. And
began t
ler became stronger. Leo became more adaptabl
November morning,
cker room when
m an unkno
t you did. And I'm going to ma
My heart was pounding.
her
e alone. Or everyone will know the tr
dn't know what they wanted. Bu
wasn'
just be
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