op loving someone is
ate had o
brother's terrible planning and the Maplewood Univer
balance a massive cardboard box labeled BOOKS / HEAVY AF against my
tters, frantically swiping her student ID ag
ting out a pathetic groan as I dump the box onto a nearby plastic bench. My hands are completely indented with
, a small spark of genuine e
ured lawns. This morning felt like Day One of my new life. A reinvention. No more hiding in the shadows of my past. No more losi
t. I have new goals, a new sched
obby and pointing across the concrete courtyard. "Isn't
the premium, modern brick building reserved for varsity sports players. It's clos
g in my stomach. "Liam said he an
nal mini-panic attack. "Free security guards and built-
, nervous flutter in my throat. It's fine, I tell
ay, trying to shake off the weird feeling. "The soon
winter sweaters out of the trunk, while Mia grabs a pair of lamps and a giant plush rug. Balancin
shadow fal
hand wit
y recognizable. My muscles lock up bef
Hockey cap, a silver chain catching the bright Vermont sunlight against his tanned neck. He looks like he just go
ng me by doing a violent, erratic tap-dance a
nodding toward the basement entrance of my building. He steps closer, his dark
ickly, my stubborn pride
ng out the sun. He reaches down, his large, calloused hands brushing against mine as he takes the weight
tly, his voice dropping an octave as he lifts
mutter, turning to lead the way up the concrete stairwell b
pstairs. But as I walk a step ahead of him, the silence between us feels incredibly loud. I can
room 312 and open the door. Jace walks in, setting th
wooden doorframe, suddenly feeling very
his baseball cap, running a hand through his d
ent lighting of the hallway, I notice
car right near his jawline-probably from an old skate blade or a high stick. There are dark, heavy shadows of exhaustion tucke
when he looks down at me. The intimidating, intense ar
. He isn't a poster on a wall or a distant dream. Jace Donovan is becoming a real, bre
t the corner of his lips. "He's already stressing about your schedule. If he get
s my lips. "Please do. He already lectur
arbone before snapping back up to my face. The air in the room instantly
ghtly as he steps backward into the hallway. "He's
you,
shaky breath. Get it together, I lecture myself, pressing my palms agains
ia is already asleep, snoring softly under her pile of throw pillows, th
t-shirt, scrolling through a syllabus on my laptop. Outsi
one buzzes agai
quinting at the
: Welcome to c
an even type a response, a second text lighting up the
: It's Jace. S
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