pte
ia
ame quieter t
e blade turning over once in the fire
r remember w
und that no longer existed, and his tone
lade can't kill you-you don't get t
od fr
the continent. For a moment I couldn't tell if it was an or
ould finish forming. He was simply se
natched up my lead-heavy skirts and hurried
small. My toes had been curled inside them since the chapel
rned his head and tipped
ments later, a pair of soft flat shoes sat in front of me, along
inst the wall outside the dressing screen, and wa
hook as I worked the laces loos
scation-and then a pair of shoes that fit. Every single
dreds of eyes nailed themselves to us at once-foll
corpse to be carri
ite silk, my flat shoes carrying me light and steady, my hand resting on
family'
mother's fingers twisted her handkerchief into a knot. And Paige-Paig
es, I nearly laughed out loud. You didn'
, slow and deliberate and savoring, then fol
areless hand at the assemble
pulled out a chair and seated himself at the head of
him. The attendant at his side stepped forwa
labra and settled on Paige, as if
is
s. My father forced out a dry la
her name. Still clingi
tending. He nudged the empty glass towar
ke ice dropped i
s throat. My mother's hand jerked on the
the demand for marriage, spoken aloud by the groom at last, and in tha
painstakingly held up-he'd punched throu
o admit it was deceptio
d. The smile neve
on my face-traveling over it inch by inch, examining me in f
idle as ever, every word landing crystal clear, "about how Duskwood does its ari
pau
he real jewel ove
d silence that followed, I slowl
one at this table could tell whether he'd meant it or was toying
chair, bowing deep at the waist. "This-this
nd, nudged the empty glass another half inch toward the edg
e serve t
oked to Father; Father lowered his eyes. She
his seat, reaching as if to take t
exactly
harp. They landed squarely
uth I once believed would talk me through t
s secret lover. He didn't
would cost
o his seat, neck flushed
I felt none of the sa
wer the question of what he even was,
ted a dream as small as I just want to marry
quiet, but loud enough at this dead-silent tab
once against the rim of the emp
the wine flagon, her hands shaking so badly the spout
offended. "Who taught you to pour like that? Flagon held
in at the attend
r of Duskwood was corrected by a servant, hand over hand-the angle of
d gray, unshed tears trembling on her lashes-an
led, he tilted his hea
ine filling my glass, her face dipped close to my ear,
more than a hiss. "Don't worry-yo
lass. I didn'
. Even now-even now-she had the
on at this table, myself included, was
ne of us off it with
o
t Paige retreated to h
ng on each face, one at a time, unhurried, "carries the name Westbrook as of today
smi
sonally esco
ed the glass
temple. My mother's smile sa
to the floor in front of a hall full of witnesses-a declaration of ownership
from my family. That was
wh
-
lt
heap. The show
ortis faces-the woman whose hands were still shaking, the man with his
uskwood's fam
me back to rest on
his was the moment she should be glowing-at the very lea
d for half a lifetime, handed a blade to borrow
not
sip. Something sat pressed between her brow
's humiliation had anyth
rest
er. I thought of her eyes when she offered me the hilt-eyes that refused
rl, my li
t I have to b
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