7 AM with a payment rem
n the apartment couch, still
sciousness arrived, the panic of th
bank balance and unde
d and fo
reatment cycle wa
e got up and showered in the dark,
Street, filling out an application even th
The manager who took the applicat
ehouse position?" the ma
inated," Alp
expression ha
compl
application in a trash bin next to his desk. Not o
ng his previous job that "looked good on paper." At the temp agency, the recruiter kept him longer, at least. She scrolled through her computer and asked about references, time
sked if they were hiring. The clerk d
ites on his phone between stops. Everything required experience, refer
nder: "Payment due by 5:00 PM close of busi
800 minimum to keep his mom's treatment on schedule. He had no
sitting in a plastic chair with her textbooks spread across her lap. She looked up when he
xtbook. "You're here early. Isn'
n't answer tha
s working." She studied his face the way their
out early. Should have deflected. Instead, he
mpletely. The textboo
hen? Alph
ved toward the door to their m
pped, understanding from his expressio
arguing. "I'm going to get som
Ye
and he we
gray from the illness, but her eyes were alert. She watched him approach the bed, and som
aching for his hand
e. Her grip was weak, but
ou feeling?
honsus. Not the version
lost my job. My wife left me. I don't
't open them. When she did, she looked at him with
should have told yo
poke about him rarely, and only in vague terms: a good man, he worked hard, he loved
tired. You n
ept you away from certain people. I told you things that weren
t me fro
ide table. It took her three attempts to open it. Inside was a yellow
ws and carved stone. The man had Alphonsus's jawline, his eyes, his height. But his e
ather,"
ll photographs his mom kept in a drawer somewhere. But this was different. This w
lphonsus said. "You've s
mom said quietly. "N
ere are people who would want to know you exist," she said. "People w
What are you
. But you need to know that your life, everything you believe
the door. A billing representative stood in the doorway wi
nt authorization for today's treatment. The pharmacy is
the woman in the photog
right ther
lding his mom's trembling hand, realizing that every answer he'd ever gotten from her migh
lphonsus..." She paused. "If anyone ever asks you about your father, about y
"I don't underst
d. "But you will.
sentative cleared
his hand, feeling like the ground had sh
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