something metallic I could never place. Fear, maybe.
ve place. My stupid little middle finger to the numbers. Caitlin had mentioned missing
knew the p
amily lounge where the television was always on and nobody was ever watching it. Eleven doors. I counted them the way I
er blanket too quickly when I walked in. A printout.
ed the coffee with a flourish
agile on her thinned face
gs you good coffee.
about everything except what mattered. But I saw her watching me. Clockin
ing happened," she s
piece. A
harp. "How big
en tho
t's..." "Enough for the hospital deadline. Enough to keep you here."
the buyer. Maybe sh
here the way you feel a coin you've swallowed. West Tower. Tomorrow. I hadn't said the name out loud
ablet and that serious-doctor face that made my
tors only sit when new
s show the lymphoma is res
an opportunity. A new protocol showing
pensive as hell," I said
nt in cost, yes. But the trials show potential
thirds chance. The best odd
" Caitlin
x months... around three
e hundred thousand. Fuck
orgotten it existed, and now the paper cup was folding in on itself under my fingers.
g that when numbers came into the room, as if there
tment must begin within two weeks, or the disease will progress beyon
. If we couldn't, there w
r cooling coffee. "That's not a pla
n..." "You can't sell twenty sculptures in two weeks, Nora." Her v
l myself a l
ng strength. "Promise me you won't destro
ierce, terrified
mise,"
. We both knew I
e lines. The back of her hand was dotted with bruises at the IV sites. You got used to them, and then
nurses had told me that. I wasn't sure if it was true or if they told everyone that so the family would leave and stop
d fall. The machinery of it so automatic y
twilight
ge and gray in the west and already dark in the east. Two pigeons on a concrete barrier, picking at something. An elder
were the family members who sat in parking lots just like this one at dusk and didn't know yet that they were the one-third. They were just sitting in th
s exactly what
was reading it to someone on the other end of the line. Maybe he had been. Maybe somewhere above the city a man I'd
he looked at my sculpture?
d. The violence of sacr
rrison sale. Congrats. And be careful, bab
t do you kno
n't been seen since his wife died. Just buys art thro
pture, I wrote. Pe
send fuckin
he want t
it? What does a man who hides from the world wa
mn answer. But tom
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