elia
in silence. I rested my head against the wi
ght in a bad nightmare as my mind replayed all the moments. The fact P
me, and the way he cared for her instead of me
nking I could trust
der than it should have. I stepped out slowly, my legs weak, like they
bbed one of my suitcases without saying any
her shoulder. "Don't just
elt heavier than it should have, like everything I owned h
us wasn't awkward-it was thick, like she didn't know what to
the door and
" she said lightly, stepping
pace. It was neat, warm... lived in. Nothin
and turned to me. "You can put yours
rs lingered on the handle for a second before
for a moment, t
, her voice gentler now.
ly, even though my voice
You look like you're
epeated, forcing my sh
he look she gave me sai
moment. "Then at least tr
ile tugged
I let out a small, shaky
e wall. "I'm serious. Stop thinking about your si
ething inside me, but I
ou're right." I pressed my lips together, my fingers curlin
than I expected, filled wit
ng her arms. "You should say that ag
lickering across my fa
wasn't sure if she should say mor
way she said it ma
lling out my phone. My fingers trembled slightly as I unlocked it, m
, my breath catching
d back at me like
Marry Anya Stewart i
o fast it felt lik
ipped out of my lip
creen, reading every line even tho
had been arranged earlier. The cere
ped re
e as my chest started to ache, each
llowed hard, my voice shaking. "Th
. it didn't matter, did it?" I whispered. "It didn't ma
pped clos
he one who messed up," I said, my voice cracking as tears filled my eye
something painful. "But he was already going to marry h
n spreading slowly, deeply,
alked into the room and how his eyes would linger
ling unevenly. "But he... he already made his choic
ng inside me was bre
, pained laugh, shaking my head. "A
tely as the tears finall
nto a hug, her arms wrapping tightly around me. "Hey
couldn
ch. I looked down slowly, my heart beating
n
stared at it. Then
lled with a f
ath st
everything was the same. The
sn't mine anymo
sat just
ch after seeing t
ide me snappe
room. It hit the wall and dropped to the floor, but I didn't care. My whole body w
grabbing my arms. "Hey, stop...
he took everything from me. My own sister, Becca. My own sister." My bre
own against her. "They don't deserve your tears," she sai
tears di
I whispered, my voice small and los
he said, her voice steady. "You move on. Someone better will come for you, someone who will
d, my voice trembling. "Peter already took everything he gave me, and I didn't even get the chanc
said, her tone firm. "Not at all. My roommate isn't even aroun
tening again, but this time it
said, giving m
lowly. "Th
just a little. "And there's something else. There's a job
g together. "I don't know if
ly. "You won't kno
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