ap
ks were a strang
ll Street, the man who hadn't smiled i
expression of bewildered fascination. Then a visit to the American Museum of Natural History, where Lily dragged him from dinosaur to dinosaur, peppering him with questions
egina said quietly as th
ression unreadable. "She's my dau
sting the weight of it on his tongue. Each time, Regina felt a pang of something she cou
had to pry it off her to wash it. A set of children's books with beautiful illustrations. A table
im one afternoon, watching Lily play with a remote-control
d simply. "She should
ntine's eyes softened when he looked at Lily, the way he laughed at her jokes, the way he seemed to c
ther's, a nice man who took her to parks and bought her presents. She didn't know he was her father. She didn't know about t
t the man who abandoned her before she was born was actually the man who had been showering her with gifts for weeks? How do you
ldn't.
-
oint came on a
ry was scheduled for the following Monday, and Regina was a wreck of anxiety and hope. The doctors were optimistic. The proced
y's voice was
sweeth
sk you s
rl back from Lily's
fixed on the ceiling. Then, in a voice so small
rld st
hed, then began to pound so loudly she was sure Li
s at me funny. Like he's sad and happy at the same time. And he bought
them back, forcing herself to breathe. "Would
face scrunched up in thought, and Regina's he
y shook
softly. "I don'
caught. "Why n
r. When the bills came. When we didn't have food. You cried and cried and you said he left us. He left us and you had to do
streaming down her cheeks. She gathered Lily into her arms, holding her
e whispered. "Oh
silent sobs. "I don't want you to be sad, Mama.
grief and love so fierce it consumed her. She had been so focused on Lily's surgery, on the mon
nce of a father like a missing limb. And she had made a decision, somewhere in
doned them wasn't Valentine-that Valentine had never known, had never been given the cha
Not tonight. M
d on her cheeks and her small body had relaxed into sleep. Then she crept out of the roo
situation that could only end in pain. Valentine deserved to know his daughter. Lily deserved to know her
. So she did the only thi
-
Regina went to
ceiling windows, casting long shadows across the marble floor. Valentine was gone-he had an
re. She dusted, vacuumed, scrubbed. She changed the linens on Valentine's bed, car
when she noticed
. A sliver of light from the hallway peeked through the crack. Regina f
at faster. Something felt wrong. The air was too stil
r the door han
ys left her keys, was a plain white envelope. It had
it up. Her name was written on t
gi
s a small USB drive and
iting was different from the envel
ant her to live. Do not tell anyone. Not t
blood tur
sing to process them. Lily. Someone ha
d to the laptop on Valentine's desk-the one he never used, the one she was fo
licke
ned across a small, windowless room. Concrete walls. A single bare bulb swinging
th tears, her small body trembling. She was still
small, terrified. "Mama,
in black, face obscured by a hood. The voice wa
. Come alone. Tell no one.
eo cut
The world around her had ceased to exist. There was only
at there. Seconds. Minutes. Ho
phone. Her fingers were shakin
Follow the instructions. G
l Vale
that had stopped playing, at the frozen
made her
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